.::it's all here::.

ello

2007-04-25T08:59:00.000-06:00

It's been awhile since I've updated this blog, and my other public blog is probably not going to be updated much anymore. I'm going to update the private one. It can't be found by searching google either :P [it's not livejournal].

I really don't want to continue going to school. I don't know, it's just too much...I don't want to do shit anymore. It's kind of funny, the question 'what are you going to do after highschool' hahaha my new answer 'sit on my ass' hahahaha I love it....nah, but I'm going to work and have a nice little place with a buddy. And it'll be fun. School doesn't really need to be in your future. I don't care how much money I make. As long as I can get by on the bare necessities, I'll be fine. :) My grades are actually kind of going up, so I guess that's good...but I still really want to drop out.

Life in general, though, is fairly good I suppose. Things have been fun. Despite a huge conflict...that pisses me off really bad. I don't know. I haven't been eating much lately at all. I have no appetite. :\ It'd kind of scary. I love food, and ahhh man. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm either tired, 'stressed', worried, or whatever. You know what's funny. I'm afraid. For two reasons. But one is funny, I suppose. I don't know, but I'm just so worried that everything good in my life right now is just going to be stripped away, and I'll be left "hollow and alone" [chester bennington lyric :P] ahh I don't know I worry too much. I don't let it show, but I'm so damn worried all the time. I try and come off as a hard ass and whatever, but there's always those people who see right through all that bullshit. :\ And that scares me, too. Ahhhh....

Bye.

soo...

2007-04-09T02:30:00.000-06:00

Spring Break is apparently over....yet, my body doesn't know that and apparently staying up till 5 or 6am every night during spring break wasn't a great thing...because now I can't sleep. But oh well...So, now time to update until I get tired. :P

Let's see....well, here's something new and really exciting. I'm starting to play guitar. My friend has taught me a little bit a few weeks ago, and then this weekend I was taught a lot more and they left the guitar here for me!! Ahhh I've been having so much fun with it :) I can play part of 'blister in the sun' violent femmes, most of 'otherside' rchp, 'fair' remy zero, and im working on 'glycerine' bush and 'adams song' blink 182 :) ahhh This is so exciting. and it really is helping me get through shit in a positive healthy way....for the most part. hah

I'm also going to get a car. $150. That's it. It works fine, too. Well....I think the transmission is not great, but I'm going to work on it. And oh man, I'm so excited. My parents are pissed as hell hahaha But I'm so excited. :) It's a dodge neon, yeah a shit car...but I don't care about that...it's a fucking car...it'll get me to my destinations...so what's the problem?

Well, I'm pretty okay with life nowadays...I've got those times still where I just want to go fucking insane and bash the hell out of everything just to feel better...or do something...but I think I'm getting better. Ahhh nevermind....I just deleted all the rest. I'm being more careful about what I say nowadays. People seem to like to make shit up a lot, or make assumptions....which is the same thing.

What else?? I started packing....hahaha. Not necessarily to move, because that's a whole year away....but I'm scaring my parents and for some reason my room is like one big dust trap, so things get dusty so easily and it's just pissing me off. So I''m just packing it all away...but it'll make for easy moving next year! :) So that is goood. And if you are thinking 'what you are moving??' well, I'm moving out. [billy joel haha] Nah but seriously, I am. I got the apartment all set. :)

Well, I think I'm actually tired now....so goodnight....four hours of sleep...not bad.

nah

2007-04-01T16:22:00.000-06:00

i dont know...this blog needs some love.

today.

2007-03-12T08:26:00.000-06:00

Yep...it's here. Today is the day....and it's not too terribly bad. Besides the fact I went to bed at 330am, woke up with my alarm, looked at it and fell back asleep until 700 and rushed around so I could make it to school on time. But, yeah despite that part of the morning. So far everything's been quite all right....I only have a 1/2 day of school today and tomorrow, then I'm off the rest of the week and have a few fun things planned. :) I got a box of cinnamon life cereal from my friend this mornning hahaha it was really funny, but thoughtful. haha And I also got an altoids tin filled with goodies from somebody else...a few hugs. And a nice text message convo with an old friend :)

I think if the day were over right now I'd be happy. haha Partly because I'd probably get to go to bed.... :P I have TONS of homework and things I failed to finish over the weekend....soo, I don't know maybe I should get to that...I'm not even sure why I'm updating...haha Oh well. It's been about a month, time for an update I suppose.

Hope all is well, and ya'll are having a nice day.

monday.

2007-02-19T10:13:00.000-06:00

bleh I have so much fucking homework to do and make up. I do not want to do it, though. I want to sleep. and keep sleeping. and stay home with my Hankie...it was so sad leaving him today. :( The funny thing is, I was never sick or missed a day of school yet...I just don't feel like doing it. hm hm hm exactly 3 weeks. Actually not looking forward to it at all. Well--no, I'm not. Nothing's really going to be any different. So yeah, I have no clue why I'm writing. No real reason to....just purely bored. I have two hours to sit here on my ass, too. Soo yeah, I realy don't know what to do...I didn't load up any episodes of CSI either...grr....

shit! apparently nobody has to go to school or work today!!! what the hell. this is so not even funny....if I think positively, though...the day is technically almost over...pssh not really...ahh :( i want to go home...I have a feeling this week is going to be so slow, too. grr

fyi

2007-02-16T10:18:00.000-06:00

i'd just like to let you all know that i am fine. i haven't done anything since janurary. so please just stop! okay? im being completely honest, i haven't and i dont plan on it, im saving up for a car and a place of my own now so, let's just move on, because i am.

this won't be up here long. for obvious reasons. the past is the past. im cured and dodged a bullet (risking getting caught). i dont want to go back to square one...so, seriously. let's never bring this up. unless it's to me. but even then...alright? thanks...

[so much for] breif

2007-02-15T23:31:00.001-06:00

i know what i said, 'last post for a long time'...well, sh. but im not going to capatalize and all that.....soo it's pretty much friday. and i've had a fairly okay week. my snow day was nice, very relaxing...well, i guess i had to go to the hospital to volunteer still...but whatever, i got a bread roll. so that was well worth it. hm *wednesday, psh. i did get what i hoped for...a stuffed bunny. annd i was told i would soon be receiving a fat teddy bear. :) *thursday...was very nice. went to lunch at the marylebone with my dad for 3 hours (well, not just there for that long)...and i now finally have jeans that fit me, for now at least. hmm oh yeah, and i decided when the snow begins to melt, im going to find a tennis court to play on. i always used to play waaaay back in middle school...but then i was banned from going to our park...soo i haven't since then...until today in gym. badmitton (sp). i am the best. hands down. i actually sweated a little...which was very exciting.

well,,,it's almost friday. i said that...i doubt ill be seeing 'breach' with my long lost buddy tomorrow night. its my fault though. i didn't call them/call them back...until just now. and then left a message. so, yeah...oh well. im hoping one of my acquaintances from school comes to scarface at the midnight movie...that would definently make up for the previous mentioned...well, if not. ill still get to see 3 hours of epic violence...i have to admit [brace yourselves] i am kind of not looking forward to parts of it. ((gasp)) i know...but i have never seen this movie all the way through. just bits and pieces. and one part i did happen to see was the one where they are putting a chainsaw into his friend's head right in front of him...[now all who were kind of considering going, are like umm no i think im busy] chainsaws are my one no no. cannot handle them...

i haven't done my homework all week. just burned cds and played tetris and watched tv. it was great....but hence it is all due tomorrow, i should do it. but im not. i planned it out. im open every other class, sooo yeah it works perfectly and lets me get some sleep now. :) if i end up going to jno ill have my hair curled...maybe. ehhh maybe not. no probably not. scratch that..

you know what's another shocker?? i went shopping afterschool...i went to hell [the mall-westroads] and i got my clinique stuff...and then somehow wandered into the massive pit of hell. [the mall itself] annd no, i did not get anything. but i didn't get home until 630...i just literally walked around. scraped up enough change to buy a cookie...walked around. wandered into von maur, and was very disappointed to see the regular piano man was not there. :( but i saw poofy poofy dresses. real pretty...so i went over, and while 'collide' played real loud i looked at all the pretty pretty dresses that girls would get to wear to prom or whatever...it made me real sad. i dont necessarily care about prom and that shit. but i just want a pretty dress. i found the clearance rack...[no poofy dresses] but there was a pretty deep purplish pink dress with sheer black overlay. (wont go into detail) but, it was 52. and then as i was looking at it in the mirror i saw a similar styled dress that was pale blue and off white lacey overlay. oooh it looked soo neat "on" me, but it was 70...and my mom thought they resembled a slip, and i filled in the blanks...then i didnt get upset, i just jokingly said i would become a dyke/lesbian, well, before that i said 'fuck this i don't want to be a girl anyway. im just going to save up money and become a man, insurance will cover the surgery right mom?' ha...oh that was funny...to me at least...

i dont know, in a way im glad i didn't get anything...i would've felt guilty and then thrown out half of my closet to the homeless...soo haha...yeah, i don't know...i just wanted a pretty dress. all i have is the pink one. i love it. a lot. but it doesn't have too much life left. :( but i'll still wear it to its deaath...one day ill get a pretty dress and wear it a lot, and i don't know...just be pretty in it. maybe carry on the tradition and play football in it. :) ha...ohh maybe one day.

hmm well, i guess this is all fo rnow. oh i punched someone in the face today. my mom always told me i shouldn't fake punch because one day i will not be able to controll my fist and ill really punch them...well, this time, that was pretty much what happened. my dad [of all people] was slightly upset. haha oh well...i think saturday ill turn my phone on silent and sleep. the entire day. ...or maybe not. because the last time i did that i missed a large number of calls...which was weird...oh who cares. mmm sleep. bye

various

2007-02-07T21:13:00.000-06:00

I don't know....I don't really want to keep blogs anymore. It's basically like throwing your journal full of your intimate thoughts and what nots into a flock of vultures.

I don't get life. No sir, I do not. It's just one big repetitive thing. That's all I'm going to say on that...

CSI is tomorrow. Let's see...5 fucking hours of CSI.

This is odd, but I want to just stay in my room. or stay secluded and alone...hmm I like strangers a lot. The strangers that you walk by and your over-protective and judemental mother used to block you from...They are amazing, friendly, and everything positive (their attitude and atmosphere)...I want to meet someone and be friends, but not tell each other anything from our pasts [yes, like casablanca], so that way there's no risk of judement. More of a friendly, fun, friendship in the present. not the past or future. just right now.

I should do my homework...I should...I don't know maybe I will sometime tonight. I'm sick...mentally, emotionally, and oh I guess physically. Nothing contagious, I promise. hmm well, I guess this is where I end.

monday, monday

2007-01-29T08:53:00.000-06:00

I signed up for the midwest balboa fest this weekend. And now my Christmas money is pretty much all gone. I also bought a switchblade/lighter combo. It's so cool. ...I don't have it yet, but when it comes I'll let you know. :) I'm excited for that balboa thing, though. I like dancing bal....I just don't do it that much. I don't know very much/am not too terribly well at it...but I'm hoping to take away some good tips and learnings. :)

Sooo in about 40min I'll be sitting here with nothing to do for 2hours...that's why I was smart and decided to load 6 episodes of CSI to watch during that time. I'm sooo excited. I never ended up watching that episode at 1a last night...I watched the 12a one, and then I kept dozing off during the one I wanted to watch. :( Oh well. Tonight I'll be babysitting my adorable nephew...yeah, I decided I do really like him. :) I don't know if I'll like the new kid....but we'll see.

Story time...soo I was over babysitting the other week and I open up some choco pudding, and he walks over to me acting real shy, holding his puppy, and asks, 'can I pease have some?' and ohhh it was adorable. So everytime I've eaten choco pudding since, I think about that. He also says my name a lot....'susie'. Although I've come around to liking and enjoying him, I still do not want kids...okay bye...

oh yeah...

2007-01-27T03:17:00.000-06:00

i updated the midnight movies in the sidebar...sooo you should definently plan accordingly :)

bleeh

2007-01-27T03:01:00.000-06:00

I'm incredibly tired...so no capitalizing :( anyway...i had 5 mt. dews earlier today which gave me so much energy, annnd of course with a burst of energy like that you can only expect there to be a shitty shitty downfall. and yeah there was. but anyway...i got sick at jno...dizzy very very dizzy and very weak. ummm i danced a lot. and that made me very happy...well, im super super tired...i dont plan on waking up tomorrow. i have no reason to, no motivation...hmm i don't really have a reason to wake up on sunday either...besides the fact i have to do my laundry, but i don't think that's such great motivation.

well, i said i was going to bed at the beginning of this post. ha yeah well, i think i really am now...oh the movie tonight was awesome. granted i drifted off once or twice...i didn't miss the good stuff. kevin and i agreed that a very funny movie would be one with the entire cast throwing themselves from tall buildings, or just something fairly high...at random or completely not even on purpose...ha. well, you had to be there/seen the movie/been veryvery tired/have a sick sense of humor.

im so tired...it's 311 haha thats funny.

4am

2007-01-22T11:08:00.000-06:00

Thanks to my late nights with youtube I found an awesome song...partly posted below. And no, I just want to let you know that this is not going to be my default blog again. Well, I don't really remember why I am posting...So goodbye...and Friday: I'm going to dinner at Jazz, and then I should be at Jno...but who knows...and 'Vertigo' is the midnight movie.

"...If I dont make it known that
Ive loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
Were all dumb & jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
Whats wrong..."

HELL YES

2007-01-21T22:13:00.000-06:00

The bears and the colts are going to the super bowl....All I did today was watch the two games. The bears and saints game wasn't all that great, but the colts and patriots was intense. my dad and I greatly hate the patriots, so we were very happy to see the colts win. Now I'm really not sure who I want to win the super bowl...Grossman is a goof and especially after today...hmmm bleh. What a great football filled day....

life=a big pile of shit

2007-01-18T17:17:00.000-06:00

yeah it does...but I'm sick of complaining. It really just makes everything worse than it was. :( So, you'll never know why my life is so shitty. And you'll definently never understand. You just cannot unless you've experienced a similar situation.

I really really needed to go to the bank tonight, but fuck that..."oh we'll go tomorrow" (next day) "oh we'll go tomorrow" (today) "why dont we just go tomorrow"...

Sooo in gym today...we played volleyball...yeah and anyway, I was standing around and a ball jut brushed past my head real fast, and this guy was like "holy shit she didn't even flinch!"...hehehe That was silly....I've noticed that lately. I don't flinch anymore. People can throw shit at me or try and hit me, I won't move. hmm

I had a relatively good day today...there isn't too much I can/want to share with you. I was planning on watching 4 hours of CSI: tonight...but I don't think that is going to happen. I'm so tired and don't feel well...I almost passed out at school today. It was great...I think I'm just going to fall asleep (or just lay here in my room) until this person calls/texts me.

the shitties n the muslims :P ((dont know..)

2007-01-18T17:15:00.000-06:00

from eric's blog...kind o f funny how my reaction time sucks...reminds me of a story...ill post it in a diff post.

There were a total of 100 geometric shapes. You answered 49 of them before exiting.

Correct Incorrect
Circles 43 0
Other 0 6
Accuracy = 87.76%
Average Reaction Time = 0.93 seconds
Fastest Reaction Time = 0.44 seconds
Slowest Reaction Time = 1.73 seconds

Your score is 63 out of a possible 100
Above Average Procrastinator

You rank between the top 25% and 10% in terms of procrastination. That is, when it comes to putting things off, you often do so even though you know you shouldn’t. Likely, you are more free-spirited and spontaneous than most. Probably, your work doesn’t engage you as much as you would like or perhaps you are surrounded by easily available and more pleasant temptations. These temptations may initially seem rewarding, but in the longer-term, you see many of them as time-wasters. Though you likely often still get your work done, there is probably a lot of last minute panicking and unwanted stress. You may want to reduce what procrastination you do commit. If so, here are three tips that have been shown to work:

not this time.

2007-01-10T22:48:00.000-06:00

i edited this post...it was full of bull.

i just watched little miss sunshine with my sister, she of course didn't like it because she is her, but i loved it because i am not her. whatever. it was a great movie.

i don't feel like doing much anymore. but...shit, i don't know. screw this....

hello.

2007-01-08T10:23:00.000-06:00

Haven't posted here in awhile....so I don't expect people to even read this. but that's alright.

edited this too

I haven't been dancing much lately....I go to jno...but dancing, not so much. I don't know why. I just don't. Soo maybe this friday I'll dance more.

I need to get a job. But I really don't know where I should work. I've been hinking maybe I'll be a hostess somewhere...I figure that wouldn't be too terribly difficult. I don't know. I kind of wanted to work at Homers...but I don't know...and then I wanted to work at a coffee shop, like cafine dreams, but apparently they don't want me. Neither does Aroma's...grr. Maybe I'll just do them jobs I did last summer. That's an easy four or five hundred bucks...but then again I hate baseball. and I hated workin there because I was in the sun for 2 straight weeks. it was gross. So maybe I'll just work the taste of omaha. yeah. maybe...Well, that's about all.

okay

2006-12-11T09:45:00.000-06:00

This week should be interesting....yep yep. It should be. I have no idea why. I just think it will be. Sooo no real update, just think that after a week an update should be made. I'm working on my Christmas dress....I'll probably wear it Friday if I get it done. but it's not vintage/vintage looking...whatever. I'm running out of money, so I guess this means I need to make a stop at work and pick up my last paycheck? gah I don't want to, but I probably will...sometime..soon. Friday is 'A Christmas Story' at dundee....$5. other than that...there's really nothing this week...that's pretty lame...oh well. bye

random and sick

2006-12-04T08:52:00.000-06:00

Doing alright today, just mellow...and a little bummed, because I'd love to be at home sleeping or just laying around. I'm sick, and it would be nice to take a day off...but I have a "huge test" today and tomorrow I just can't, and Wednesday...well, haha...it's wednesday, and Thursday...hmmm maybe. My nose hurts, from kleenexes, my throat hurts, my ears hurt and I can't hear anything, I'm cold but I'm not....and bleh....Once again, I'm sorry if anyone gets sick. I wasn't really planning on dancing yesterday, but ended up dancing. That seems to be the way it always happens. I dance when I don't plan on it, and when I plan on dancing I don't dance. ha...that's just messed up. Finally, I'm getting out of school now: 1:15...ugh....

.::week ahead::.
Wed-apparently I'm going to Nico for the swinging a star thing
Fri-Metal Christmas Concert at Sokol!! :) :) :) [[bruises, blood, and broken bones]]
((CARRIE IS THE MIDNIGHT MOVIE))
Sat-SLEEP
Sun-maybe lindy in the mall...

okay

2006-11-30T11:40:00.000-06:00

((MY S KEY IS FUCKING BROKE AND I WILL NOT FIX ERRORSS MADE BY IT))

sso far thiss friday is falling to piecess...grr I sold my concert ticket today at school, sso I won't be going to that now ((still not coming to JNO on time though)), and the person i'm making plans with insstead iss really pisssing me off, and I'm really looking forward to going home....but I have to work. saturday is the last day now...it was SSUPPOSEd to be tonight, because I made arrangements for tomorow night, but whatever...I've only been getting an average of 4hrs of ssleep sa night lately...pssh and the reassons piss me off. But tonight i am going to bed right when I get home. I will force mysself any and every way posssible. grr I'm not in a good mood...but at the same time I'm content.....I don't know!

*SHAUN OF THE DEAD FRIDAY MIDNIGHT MOVIE*
Oh and fuck phsyics..

:) :)

2006-11-27T08:17:00.000-06:00

Don't know whether it's the quad shot of espresso or the foggy cold morning...but today is feeling like a good day. Despite I have to work tonight, didn't get much sleep at all last night, and am most likely going to get in trouble at school today. :) [they got nothing on me :P ] I don't know, but it feels like today will be a good day finally. :) [and without any additives]

It's an obligation to update. ((updated))

2006-11-27T00:55:00.000-06:00

((new))
i don't feel like posting an entirely new post...soo im not. I had fun tonight, despite work. It was really nice to sit around with a few awesome and nice friends. :) Jackie's long hair in Shanghai Knights was really disturbing. haha Oh well....I hate how I give advice to people and help them in their life, when I should be taking my own advice and listening to myself. I decided to set a goal for myself...I want to complete my physics project that is 1.5 months overdue...I don't know. That's quite the chore, but I did manage to steal someone else's project to copy (someone stole it from someone and gave it to me)...so it won't be too hard. I really can't remember why I am posting...my dad really wants me to go to the swinging with a star thing on Dec 6...I don't know why, and I don't think I will. If I buy all my Christmas gifts now, I won't be able to waste the money on things that will fuck up my life...hmmm might be a good idea. If you read this you get a gift. I think...well, if I know you. Soo I can tell there really isn't much time left with my grandma. I've been up there 3x...and since Thanksgiving things have really started to not look good. For right now, I think I'm okay...I'm not exactly sure how I'll react when she actually goes, though. On Christmass day my grandparents will have been married 65ish years...maybe, jusst maybe she'll hang in there until then. :\ I really want to spill my guts right now...figuratively speaking, of course. mmm thank you so much for those junior mints...I'm once again, really really tired....but I probably won't be sleeping anytime soon. I love my dog a lot. I haven't had anytime to be with him because of work. :(

((old))
Yeah, it is...so, as I keep ssaying. my 's' key is fucked up pretty bad....I guesss it just turned super sensitive or something...but if I forget to fix an error, that's why. I'm really tired, and don't really feel like possting, but I will since I updated every other blog.

Right off the bat: I will barely be at jno this friday. There's a concert that night. haha Yeah, but I'll be there at 11ish....and SHAUN OF THE DEAD is the midnight MOVIE DEC 1

Life is okay...i know I haven't been "suzie" lately. And I'm ssorry...I have a few problems, my grandma being one you all know about. The other is a little obvious, but if you're really interested and don't know I'm down with telling you it if you're okay on my list. A few people have told me to censor shit like what I shouldnt be typing online. Apparently anybody can read it , soo someone you don't want to know would find out. I have no clue what I jsust wrote, and it kind of confusses me...

Next week (the dec 3-9 week) I decided I want to take a few dayss off of school and do NOTHING. Absolutely nothing. I'm going to lay in my bed all damn day and not move...unless I have to go to the bathroom....how exciting. :) oh yeah, and DEC 2 is my lasst day at work. It's sgoing to be alittle weird not having anything to do anymore...or will it? Well...I'm so tired. And I have to work AGAIN tomorrow. Pardon the complaining...but work is a very touchy topic to me. If you want to see me pisssed or flip some seriouss shit. Then talk to me about work. Or better yet, be like my mom and ask lots of quesstions about work...mm Junior mints...88 cents at walmart....mmmmm. I'm really tired...wouldn't it be cool if I had mono? Oh wait, no...maybe it wouldn't be.

This is so cool. But you don't get it...

yeah

2006-11-22T11:35:00.000-06:00

this week has been fucking horrible...i don't feel like sharing. i will be at jno on time friday and very very happy and fake thanks to some motivation, if that's what it would be considered....don't ask questionss, just be happy I'm there and dance with me. No midnight movie, unless you really want to go see The Conformist...but I won't be there. and hope you guys have a good Thanksgiving.

OFFICE SPACE

2006-11-17T01:19:00.000-06:00

OFFICE SPACE TONIGHT MIDNIGHT MOVIE...let me know who's going...Finishing up that skirt right now....ummm not much else that I feel like sharing with the world...just that I'm pissed off at myself for not being able to quit. I felt bad. I told her that I couldn't work anymore, and then as I was putting a bolt of fabric away, I'm like 'no...I can't do it. Then all the nice people will have to work a ton more'...Sooo I searched for her..and told her I could work the big sale dates through Decemeber. She probably thought I was fucking insane...I don't blame her. see you in 21 hours...

((yawn))

2006-11-15T10:55:00.000-06:00

....I didn't go to the DMV because I was too tired...that seems to be a theme these past couple weeks. hmmm Sooo I didn't call work yesterday for two stupid reasons -i don't have (and couldnt find) the number- -i was sleeping- haha Yeah....I'll have to do that tonight. I started making a skirt last night...I think it'll be cute. black polka dots on white fabric...red/black tulle sticking out underneath. Hopefully I'll get it done tonight.

That's annother thing..I need to get a lot of 3 week old projects turned in for physics. It's amazing how fast your grade can go from an 'a' to a 'f', I brought it back up to a 'd' now...still not sure how. I don't feel like turning in those projects, though. I didn't like that unit...the teacher threatened to schedule me in the physics room during my open periods until I get that stuff done...screw that. But I should get that grade up for cheaper insurance......too much work though, ughhhh. junior mints...

blah

2006-11-14T09:26:00.000-06:00

sooo haven't really felt like blogging much lately...I have a lot of shit on my mind. And it's not fun, and it would sure as hell not be fun to read. It's so not fun that I don't even want to get up in the morning anymore...I now get up at 7-710ish as opposed to 630 or 600, yep. well...One thing I'll tell you is that work wants me to stay. I knew that would happen...she gave me until today to decide...I don't know what to do. I feel raelly guilty, and since I rarely think about me first, I'll probably stay just so I don't feel bad and so they don't hate me...this sucks...it really truly sucks.

Anyway, there's a midnight movie this week. And I'm going despite the fact I have work in the early early morning....whomever else wants to come, come. I'll probably be driving myself. I'm supposed to go to the DMV at 2ish...and then insurance place tomorrow. Oh the movie is OFFICE SPACE...all the more reason to come....

hehehe

2006-11-14T09:01:00.000-06:00

You Are A Margarita Martini

You are a full on partier, with a good deal of sass and spunk.

You're always friendly and welcoming - and very tolerant of obnoxious drunks.

You should never: Drink and dance. The pictures will be everywhere the next morning!

Your ideal party: Is loud, with good music and fun drinking games.

Your drinking soulmates: Those with a Dirty Martini personality

Your drinking rivals: Those with a Classic Martini personality

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.

And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...

Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Yay

2006-11-06T11:17:00.000-06:00

Mokan=lots and lots of fun and plenty of fun stuff learned....yay Glad I went. Somewhat happy I'm back, but not really. A lot of stuff is going on right now with my family [health] issues. Not fun....well, on a brighter note: 24 days until I don't work anymore :)

Hopefully see some of you tonight at the meeting place!!! 7-9p

Otherwise see you Friday and the midnight movie is Planes, Trains, and Automobiles! :)

Have an excellent week!!

Halloweeen :)

2006-11-01T03:53:00.000-06:00

I had a ((surprisingly)) very fun and random halloween...wasn't planning on doing anything really...came home after volunteering and couldn't take it. I needed to be out. Soo I thought for a second about who I could call to hang out at such short notice, called them and I was out of the house. :) yay I finally got to go to Mystery Manor....then Zio's because there was extra time...and there was still extra time so we headed over to Haunt. Which was amazing and by far much better than Mystery Manor...so, I love being spontaneous every once and awhile like that.

Anyway, soo got home about 11...still refused to touch my homework/studying...I have a lot of projects overdue in physics. I hate astonomy. Give me the formula shit we've been working on before this planet stuff and I'll be fine....but for some reason I'm just not getting it. Or not focusing...or both...well, someday I'll get all that done...

sooo I don't think any of you know, but my grandma is in the hospital...it's to be expected when she's 82, weighs 65 lbs, has horrible osteoporosis, doesn't eat, doesn't exercise, and doesn't take her meds...well, I'm basically in denial about this whole situation. Partly because I've never experienced someone close to me die (yeah, that's a little negative, but the doc bluntly said if she didn't do what they told her to she will die)...well, I hope she gets fixed up. :( I don't think I'm going to go see her in the hospital, though...I don't want to face reality. I want to keep thinking she's in for some hip surgery or something....I'm kind of sleepy...

((big sigh of relief))

2006-10-28T02:59:00.000-06:00

Finally. No work for THREE days...apparently I wrote Monday down to get off, too. So MONDAY: Meetin Place 7-9p (12th & howard). Excited for that...

Had an awesome time tonight at work(ha!), jno, and had quite the time at the exorcist...but of course, jno was still the most fun...i wish i could've came earlier. oh well, and my fangs weren't able to be put in...i wasn't joking when I said I was going to wear them on anormal daay or at Christmas...okay, maybe not at Christmas...

Plans for tomorrow ((technically today)): sleeeep & possibly go to a party....god I love not working. :) See some of you Monday...

2006-10-26T17:04:00.000-06:00

THE EXORCIST at Dundee tomorrow after JNO!!! 12am....$5! :) Let me know if you can go...I'll save seats....I've never seen it, sooo might be fun with lots of people....

[[.::.]]

2006-10-24T09:26:00.000-06:00

:FRIDAY: MIDNIGHT MOVIE EXORCIST $5 at Dundee ((parking- directly accross the street in front of those shops))

I don't have anything to do Saturday/Sunday and I'm off work because I was supposed to be in Atlanta...soo if anyone wants to do anything not necessarily a haunted house...otherwise I think I'll go into work later in the afternoon and get brownie points because I almost got fired last night for taking off too many weekends and apparently that was the only reason she hired me...If so, then why do I work mondays? and sometimes thursdays? To me fridays don't count as the weekend either...psh whatever, this whole job/working thing isn't really my thing.

:MONDAY: NOV 6: BIG BAND @ MEETING PLACE ((yeah, because I took a monday off, too hahahaha))

November...6th! I'm getting my "legal" license. Sooo finally I will not have to waste other peoples' time taking me places!!! :)

Omaha is my kind of Town

2006-10-22T18:36:00.000-06:00

So....Chicago was...different. It made me realize how much I'm taking for granted in Omaha. I now know that I do not want to ever leave Omaha. :) hehehe It's a "big city" but not. At flipping 1am traffic was bumper to bumper on the interstate! I would never never be abel to tolerate that...too many people in too much of ahurry. I just can't live that way...

I really missed all the dancing in Omaha too...I went to a dance in Chicago (only for 30min), and it just wasn't the same, I don't even think I went to a "legitimate" venue, so that was probably my main problem...what else...went to a bunch of different places. I don't really feel like writing about all this. I didn't like it. I wanted to be back home at my own lovely pace with my puppy. The plane ride was fine, the TSA at eppley were assholes. That's really about all I feel like talking about...

unfortunately, I have to work tomorrrow night, so no big band at the meeting place...I have to work Friday, too....but I'm racing over to JNO to feed my addiction. bleh....I'm excited. I have to work on my halloween costume...

15 hours and counting...

2006-10-18T01:28:00.000-06:00

Ahhh I'm sooo nervous!!! I've NEVER been on a plane before...I'm scared to death. Thank you for the tips Becky, but still...I can't help but be nervous!!! I'll be back Sunday at 8a....Ahhhh wish me luck and please keep in contact with me via phone ((my phone works now!!! same number)) or internet. I'm going to try and take my laptop, since I know I won't be sleeping much up there. :) I'm really really sorry about missing two Jitterbuggers' birthdays. :( :( I feel bad, but I send lots of birthday wishes your way!!!

Oh and what exactly IS allowed on the plane anyway?? (like in the luggage)) I don't need any carry on crap, it's only one hour, I think I'll live wihtout my possessions. I'll be up for quite awhile tonight...too damn anxious. That word looks funny...

Vala's was oodles of fun tonight...aside from me not feeling too well off and on. :\ Yay for the pumpkin patch and all it's lovely pumpkins bringing people together!

Along with the Good News, comes the bad news...

2006-10-16T22:03:00.000-06:00

I'ts kind of something you can't control...there's always going to be bad news right along with the good news, but what seems like bad news to someone else, may be good news to the receiver...my bad news is good news to me. :)
.::Good News::.
*Next 2 weeks I barely have work*
*I cashed my paycheck*
*Got out of school early*
*Have lots of new friedns*
*Am having a great time with life right now*
*Being good old me, never gets old*
.::Bad News::.
-With no work comes no money, with no money comes no activities...-
-I'll be going to Chicago for awhile, missing peoples' birthdays-
-hehehe "friends"...that word is just bad news to begin with-
-Great times end really fast...and then it all sucks.-
-I annoy myself.-

Yeah, random I know...but anyway, holy shit the bears are doing awesome...hmm maybe I'll wear the hoodie tomorrow to Valla's...Anyway, my cell phone sort of works. Thanks to Dark Eric from Kansas....I can start it up now, and it doesn't flip out. Most of the keys work all the time. The camera works, which is a good sign. I wrote all the numbers down out of my phonebook, so just in case...Only problems are: It doesn't ring/vibrate, I can call people/accept calls, but I can't hear them and apparently they can't hear me. (you can leave a voicemail though because I can check that from any phone) However, the best part is, with the new plan we have, I can send pictures, meaning that luscious little Michael is not and will not ever be lost. :) :) :) I sent 4 or 5 of the pictures to my email. :) :) :) :) yay...I could go see him again in concert and get better pictures, but that doesn't defeat the fact that these pictures were from my sixteenth birthday and he was on concert the same day, (coincidence? I think not...) so they are very very very special. (even though they kind of suck)

Where is Jitterbugs meeting at Valla's? I'll probably be there at 7-705-710 because I volunteer till 7, but it's only a few blocks from Vallas...and since I have no phone, it might help to know where to find you all, I guess I could just walk around and meet random people, but it might be a little more fun with people I know...Just a thought.

Any day now, I will have reliable transportation ;)

Mother F*cker

2006-10-15T21:55:00.000-06:00

My phone is dead. Bye bye, no more gone...It was fine the entire day, until the very end, when it just feels the need to drop about 20 ft into 1ft of water. I didn't notice it until the ride was slowing down, and when we were 1/2 way upside down, and I look down and say "mother fucker." All the other wonderful psycho rides I went on it was fine, and on one of the more gentle rides, it just has to fall out!! Shit! So, basically for now I just want to let you know not to be calling me...and I may need your numbers again...Really really short and quick update for now: Went to World's of Fun...never been on a roller coaster in my life, went on the patriot (x4) alone. Fun, went on mamba (x10) alone, although I did meet somebody and hung out/rode with them, so not all of those numbers are by myself. I admire myself for being brave/bold for going alone. It was a lot of fun, more later. I'm really tired. Running on low sleep for the past 3 days, and the past 3 days have been jam packed with stuff, so it's not like I had a choice to sleep...will be gone wed nite-sun...

I need a ride home from Vallas tues. night. I don't live very far from there, and most of you have to drive to lower numbered streets anyway... :) let me know if you can. Thanks.

Another Quiz....Stolen from BeckyM

2006-10-11T10:41:00.000-06:00

1. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?
-ummm Well, they're really not scary anymore...but Signs made me jump literally a foot up off the couch...and I know what you did last summer made me jump because my dog came up behind me and touched me with his cold nose...he got scared too. I also had a nightmare about the know what you did last summer movie, apparently my leg was dangling off the edge of my bed and I was asleep and I felt something grab it and pull on it and I jumped up and I was okay..

2. What was your favorite halloween costume from childhood?
-I have two favorites...in preschool I was a bunny white and furry with a pink belly and cute ears....and then in kindergarden I was a witch. A really cute one, too! (I have pics I'll post them) I was kind of like "the poor kid" because my witch costume consisted of black tights with little halloween details on them, a black leotard, long messed up hair and dirt/green paint on my face (really not sure what it was) It's kind of funny because all the other little girls got to be cinderella or belle or snow white, and here's Suzie....a witch. haha

3. If you had an unlimited budget, what would your fantasy costume be for this halloween?
-I really want the Scarlet O'Hara Green Curtains dress, I could attempt to make it, but before that I'd need an obscene amount of velvet/soft fabric and that alone will be well into the triple digits.

4. When was the last time you went trick or treating?
-when I was a freshman

5. What's your favorite halloween candy?
-Don't really have a favorite...as long as it's yummy and not hard as a rock (unless it's a fireball) it's good with me

6. Tell us about a scary nightmare you had.
-I have lots of nightmares...but the one I remember the clearest is when my family and I were babysitting my brother's kid and I don't really know what happened, but there was crowds of people I used to know who had knives, and they wanted to kill us...my mom and dad were somewhere and the kid was in his bed. Somebody said to get the kid, and I ran and got him, and we stayed in their basement all the time wondering where my parents were and if they were okay...and then they came downstairs after warding off a few in the garage...the sky was reddish pinkish blackish and then when everyone was back together it was over...

7. What is your supernatural fear?
Warewolfs...if that's what this means...

8. What's your creepy crawlie fear?
Most bugs in general. Especially spiders.

9. Tell us about a time when you saw a ghost or heard something go bump in the night.
-I hear sooo many noises inside and outside, mainly our floors make noises like someone's walking upstairs, but no one is up there

10. Would you ever stay in a real haunted house overnight?
-With other people

11. Are you a traditionalist (just a face) jack o'lantern carver, or do you get really creative with your pumpkins?
-I never carved a pumpkin myself until last year, and when I did I carved an intricate heartagram, so I like to get creative.

12. How much do you decorate your home for halloween?
-My parents are 'against' halloween (yeah I laugh too) but I would decorate a little...we used to go all out and deck the house with scariness

13. What do you want on your tombstone?
-Not sure...I don't really want to die, so if I had that option then I have no need for a tombstone

Special Request

2006-10-10T22:43:00.000-06:00

I've sort of been asked to update again, and although I have been updating other things quite frequently, I'm sorry I have been abandoning this....soo not too much up, just a lot of working...but I'm sort of adjusting in a way...The whole concept of sleeping has [for the most part] been replaced with triple/quad shots of espresso in the morning. And I really do like sweeping/cleaning now. Teachers think I'm a freak when I walk by their desk and straighten a pile of papers...Don't know why, but it bugs me!

Been 'meeting some new people lately' at school...ummm getting better acquainted with the rennies....grade-wise doing grood (great mixed with good)...decided I might be a forensic scientist if I decide to go onto college because I don't like being told what to do and how to do it when it comes to sewing and a CSI was the other choice, which this is the same but different...as we speak I am preparing my outfit for Friday the 13th,though....lot of black, and a little red....and 'the boots.' Not sure how those will work out, though...I'm planning on wearing my chucks to school and work and probably dancing as well, I don't know...the boots are a lot of work...we'll see, I need to put use to them, because they cost me an entire paycheck!!! (Yeah, I know...)

Not too much else going on...a lot of traveling/business, and homework, but I can't remember what, so apparently there won't be any of that...this Sunday I'm going to World's of Fun for the first time. I've never been on a roller coaster and I don't know any of the people going, but oh well, right? Oct 18 (8pm) - Oct 22 I'll be gone....October is really really jammed with lots of crap. On OCTOBER 28/29 (pick a day) I'd REALLY like to go to Mystery Manor ($10) and/or that Ranch of Terror ($14ish)...SOOO if some of you would be interested, that'd be kind of nice to go with people rather than alone or with strangers...OH AND OCT 27 THE EXORCIST IS PLAYING AT DUNDEE MIDNIGHT, come watch it with me!!! :)

Umm I really don't think there is much else to update on...excited for Friday night!! :) Not excited for Saturday morning and having to work 9a-7p. Somehow I think that's illegal, but probably not. I'm hoping to get fired for being tired and such...we'll see how that goes....Not much else I can share with you my friends. :) See you Friday!! ((930-945ish))

[[courtesy of beckyL]]

2006-10-03T10:41:00.000-06:00

TONIGHT: PRAIRIE CATS @ OZONE 7-12 (PLEASE COME!!)
FRIDAY: MYSTERY MANOR 745-?? ((so far looks like just me...oh well, I need to toughen up I guess))
TEN random things about me
1 I keep lots of things from people (about me)
2 I hate shopping, and often feel guilty when I do
3 I don't want to do anything, but I do everything
4 I rarely ever eat anything beneficial to my health
5 I have a very very short temper...fairly good at controlling it
6 I'm obsessed with vampires
7 I enjoy buying fabric so I can have it sit in my room untouched for years...
8 I want Ville Valo bad...
9 I HATE talking/phones
10 I like dirty jeans.((with my own stains/holes/etc))

NINE ways to win my heart
1 Be a vampire, and I'm yours, no questions.
2 Be unique
3 Don't be annoying/stupid/vain
4 Do NOT be fake
5 Don't think we always have to talk if we're together
6 Don't ever call me to talk
7 Be persuasive
8 Know when to back off, but don't back off...please.
9 Stop me from doing things

EIGHT things I want to do before I die
1 Be homeless
2 Feel like my life was fulfilled
3 Do nothing for awhile
4 Live in Sweden/Finland for awhile
5 Keep dancing
6 Get with Ville Valo in Finland
7 Find somebody
8 Haven't really thought about much else...

SEVEN ways to annoy me
1 Stereotype me or anyone else
2 Making me repeat myself
3 Not listening to me when I do talk
4 Not listening to me period.
5 Telling me your every secret
6 Getting mad at me and not speaking to me about it
7 Pretending you're something you're not

SIX turn ons
1 Anything black/red/vampire
2 Scruffy outlook
3 Handling pain
4 ((good)) Creepy smiles/eyes
5 Not talking, just staring-from across the room (only with SOME people)
6 Strength (mental/physical)

FIVE things I'm afraid of
1 Certain people, although I disregard it a lot
2 Dying...then what?
3 Being eaten alive
4 Spiders/Most Bugs...if you kill one ((not just smash it, but pick it up, too, they will form an army and come after you..it could happen, Starship Troopers?? Come on guys))
5 Open water (lakes/rivers/oceans/etc)

FOUR favorite items in my room
1 Bed
2 Window
3 Calendar
4 Notebooks
(I would say sewing stuff...but I moved it downstairs so I could watch TV)

THREE things I do every day (besides the obvious)
1 Watch some TV
2 Sing/Dance
3 Smile to myself

TWO things i want to do right now
1 hahaha...oh man, I can't write that
2 DANCE!!!!!

One person I want to see right now
1 Hankie!! :( [[yes, he does count]]

2006-10-01T20:13:00.000-06:00

ATTENTION!!!!
OCTOBER 6TH I am going to Mystery Manor before JNO, ((i don't have to work!!)) $10 18th and...well if you go down/up Cummings just turn on 18th and you'll get there. I'm excited, sooo excited. I was about to go tonight....but I had to pee, so I just looked at it. haha IF YOU WANT TO GO WITH ME I'M GOING AT...745ish $10, and COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW!!! :)

HUZZAH!

2006-09-30T19:30:00.000-06:00

I had a wonderful time at the Renassaince fair today...got really acquaintted with fellow rennies in my group. Interacted with a lot of other people there. A lot of funny funny things went on...and plenty of innuendos...oh man...so much fun. There was a girl there who was named 'Scarlet Hartlet' and she was very very pretty and her outfit was very cute. (in my terms) Me and another girl got her to do something to one of the guy's in our group (he has freaking NATURAL fangs!!!!!)...haha...So, what I'm trying to get at is that she is my idol. What she did/does, and the way she does it is awesome. SO that's why I've stopped to get some fabrics...I'm going to make a little 'wentchy' pirate outfit. :) It's going to be HOT! I'm so excited, and my name is going to be Bridgette (bri{like brick 'i'}-sh{like a z/j sound}eet) zzzssshh Yeah, soultrious, eh?

I also got a new ssewing machine tonight. And I also think I might have to go to the homecoming at my school. :( :\ I guess in the end it is my choice, eh?
But seriously, unless I'm on some kind of high...I will not be grinding or 'gettin' low' or whatever they do. I like to actually dance. :) I should go get to my sewing...bye...

FINALLY

2006-09-29T10:24:00.000-06:00

Okay, so I am super glad it's Friday. This week seemed to drag on forever!!! It wasn't a horrible week, just a super busy never ending week of everything. My brother's birthday was yesterday, and we had a small party with my brother and his wife and little kid. ((April 30 something really bad is going to happen to me.)) So I felt the need to avoid my large project due today...but I got it done while I watched CSI....fell asleep while writing my paper, and when I woke up, apparently the screen never went black, so I thought I burned the image of my paper into the screen...but I didn't. :) What else about this week? Well, I've become 10x smarter (in my own eyes) I finally grasped the concepts of one of my physics problems! Yes, and I didn't give up when I couldn't get the right answer, I cussed and talked to myself until I figured out how to get the right answer. :) I'm so proud of me! I just might succeed at something in the future...hmmm I'm working on a dress...a dress I started about a month ago, not done. Almost, though. Just need to add a little lace part because straps weren't working out.

You know what I think is hilarious? When people don't know crap about you and would never suspect or even believe that about you. It cracks me up...I'm Feelin' Good, too Michael. :* Anyway, no more on that topic...unless you're absolutely dying for me to explain, but then once I do you'll wish I didn't. :) Sooo I'm energized with espresso right now....Actually just about everyday this week I have been. Three Shots. Yep...Three. It would work/make me a lot worse (hyper) if I actually had some amount of sleep.

I'm excited to be going to Atlanta...I don't think anyone else is going besides me (from Omaha) but I'm going to have so much fun!! (first plane ride) haha Yeah....I'm sooo excited to dance tonight!!! I've been waiting for SO long...ha not really, but I'm going through withdrawls...not really that either...I just didn't get to dance on Monday and it's screwing up my week...I have to work tonight, and then I think I'm stopping at Zio's, so I'll be at JNO around 10-1030, and then prepare to dance, because I want and need to....see you all tonight!!! :) :)

**you don't NEED to vote anymore, I think I have an idea of what to make now...but you can still vote, maybe it'll persuade me to actually make it...Graduate is the midnight movie...Don't think I'll be there. I have to go to Souix City at 9a...but i might, I'm not sure.**

Curious...

2006-09-26T21:53:00.000-06:00

What types of things you'd be interested in for the next art/craft night...I have a ton of idea already...but just wondering what else to make...Want to know something funny, too? I just figured out one of the best things about volunteering at a hospital is: sucking in helium and talking funny. Never done it before, until today. Sad, I know.

What would you like to see?

Dresses
Skirts
Tops
Shirts-Men
Pants
Coats/Jackets
Handbags
Ties-Men
Other (please specify)

what they thought

Ummm

2006-09-25T07:28:00.000-06:00

For the haunted house...Really, just about any day will work for me. Except Oct 19-22 (and I still have work on the 1st 12p-6p, 2nd 4p-10p, 7th 11a-8p)...sooo whatever the majority says. I was thinking the Ranch of Terror (Bellevue Berry Patch)...It's $15 for the house and hayrack ride, and I think that also includes the other things listed under them...it's a little confusing to me, but there's a website: ranchofterror.com I should've mentioned they are only open Fri/Sat/Sun....

Weekend was a lot of fun...my ankle is bruised bad. :(

Just wondering, anyone thinking about going to Atlanta for swing workshops? I'm about 90% sure I am going...it'd be cool if other people came, too. :)

Not Real

2006-09-21T19:09:00.000-06:00

I really should be doing homework, but since I'm a procrastinator, I can't do my homework. Actually, it's more that I'm disctracted...too terribly distracted. I started homework 3hours ago, and nothings done...oh well, so I don't really know how I feel right now. I just found out that one of my friends is off in boot camp preparing for the army. I remember him and a few others talking about the army, but I never thought any of them were serious...wow. In a way I'm happy for him, because he knew what he wanted to do with his life and is going through with it....but another part of me, a much larger part, is just so sad and angry. I haven't talked with him in over a year and I'd feel so much better if I could just say goodbye and hug him for one last time.

This is pointless, because no one's going to go with me, but if anyone would like to go to Mystery Manor (18th & Cummings), Haunt (73rd & Blondo), and/or The Ranch of Terror (Bellevue)...please let me know. They are all under $20...and I'd rather not go by myself.

**JACKASS #2 COMES OUT FRIDAY**

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2006-09-18T14:42:00.000-06:00

Willie Nelson and four others were issued misdemeanor citations for possession of narcotic mushrooms and marijuana after a traffic stop Monday morning on a Louisiana highway, state police said.

The citations were issued after a commercial vehicle inspection of the country music star's tour bus, state police said in a news release.

"When the door was opened and the trooper began to speak to the driver, he smelled the strong odor of marijuana," the news release said. A search of the bus produced 1 1/2 pounds of marijuana and 0.2 pounds of narcotic mushrooms, according to state police.

Update...

2006-09-17T20:59:00.000-06:00

*A rep. from Parsons is at school Monday! :)*

So, this Cowboys/Redskins game is intense. I'm proud to say I got to see the redskins first receiving touchdown in 13 years. The weekend in a nut shell...the week was insane and hectic, not to mention tiring...Well, I "finished" the dress...made it presentable, and a lot of people commented it, too many times....And yes, I will post a picture...I got sunburned, sick because of the sun/lack of sleep/lack of food, immediately after returning from the faire I went to Carter Lake for the Husker game...I never realized how low the water really was!! It's sad, but peoples' boats are still in the "dock." Did anyone see that that USC guy's leg, it was gruesome. At first I thought it was the whole part below the knee was broke, but it was just the ankle...The ankle would hurt bad, but I think that breaking it from the knee down would kill....The storm made me a little stressed, because I wasn't at home and according to the ignorant weathermen it was right where I lived...nothing happened, but Carter Lake's streets were covered with a good two-three inches of rain and it wasn't fun driving through the water...

I wasn't at Lindy, if you didn't notice...I had to work, it wasn't too bad, but I really wish I could've been outside in the awesome cold weather....hopefully there will be some people there tomorrow night to dance with. I don't have to work on Friday, so I'll be there relatively early...And I'll be at the Saturday dance 13th and Jones...it's free. Last time was pretty fun...not much else to say. Here's the picture of my dress...there is a slit in the center, so that the gold underskirt is seen when I walk/move...this was before I left...I was pissy and tired. :)

Complete.

2006-09-16T03:57:00.000-06:00

I am finished. Ugh finally...sadly, this weekend (including monday) is still packed and busy, busy...I just want to sleep, now...and eat, too. :( The only way I finished is by "cheating" on the hems and stuff...I made the under shirt in no time...although it would look 100x better with sleeves, it isn't going to happen. THese eyes can't stay open for much longer...Another sad note, I will NOT be at Lindy Sunday because I have to work 12-6. Yeah, I know...I have been contemplating quitting for awhile, and after hearing Michael tell me he was "Feeling Good" twice at my workplace, I thought maybe I should stay, but no too much stuff/friction for me to be able to stay there...now where to work?? I'll probably stick it out through the rest of this year...What's worse, getting fired or quitting? See maybe a few of you Monday, and the rest of you on Friday....grr it seems so far away! But, good news there, I don't have to work on Friday! :) Yay I get all my dancing in.....Okay, I'm going to get a good two hours of sleep in, now...Hope your lives are going a hell of a lot better than mine!

haha ((update 10pm))

2006-09-11T21:55:00.000-06:00

hahaha! Screw yesterday's ending!!! I'm in a fricking awesome mood today!!!! :) :) :) I haven't felt this happy in years...Hope everyone else is, too....if you're not I hope with all my might that it gets better.

**update**
I had a great time at the Meetin Place. For the most part it got my mind off of things...hehehe Husky...I never would've thought it!! Awesome, though. I must say I was a little happier than before. I went to the Woodmen afterwards and saw the two lights and the flag...touching, expecially with the music....You know, I'm wondering why my day cannot stay good all day or bad all day. It's very unpleasant...I have sooo much to do and I have virtually no time, but my sleep time. Even if I would have used my "free time" "wisely" it wouldn't have helped. I wouldn't call it stress, because deep down I really don't care. ((remember I'm going to be a "bum" who wastes what little money they have on cigarrettes haha)) Well, I think the correct term is...overwhelmed, it has nothing to do with me not prioritizing very well, either....I don't really know why it has come to this. Who thinks I can make and finish my renaissance dress by Sat 9am?? Keep in mind, the only time I'll have to sew is Tues 7p-?, Wed 1p-? (I get out early), and maybe Thurs. 10p-?...I have to volunteer Tues. 4-7, work Thurs. 4-10, work Fri. 4-10...Exactly....hmmm...I've been thinking about bringing my supplies to school and working on it in the sewing room, but I don't know if I could...plus I still haven't' bought my damn thread. ((or a few other things)) Anyway, I really have to cut this short because I have sooo much to do and my hours of sleep are rapidly decreasing....Thank God they invented Mt. Dew and MDX (it's THE worst thing I could ever do, but if it's necessary...) There are a few things I can probably put off, but not too much...grrr I have to write out what I'm going to say for a group presentation that I have no idea what my stuff is about....I'll most likely have to bullshit it all..ahh, I need to go. Please email me or something if you are online between now and 2a/3a. You may just be that little bit of hope I need. :\ I'm wearing my pink poofy dress Friday. I'll have to change at JNO, but I'm wearing it...that's something to look forward to...*whimpers*

Reminder and Stuff...

2006-09-11T00:04:00.000-06:00

So....I took those gauges out...I decided I'm not ready to let go of my sacred paper clips...ummm yeah, I wondered why there wasn't any blood when I put them in, but there's blood now...it's a lot more than I expected. hmm The hole is bigger. For how long I don't know...but I don't care. Another day I may try again. These paper clips are dear to me, probably because no one else does it... :) Anyway, I had a great day to start out with, but then it quickly turned into a shitty day after Lindy [I agree with you BeckyL, smaller crowd was A LOT more fun :)] and Zio's...in general, I had to go over to someone's house to work on a project due Tues. and they were all annoying little bitches. grr I finally got fed up and said if it won't impact your grades I could care less about my part....and left. Sometimes I just cannot contain my bitchiness. It's really late, and I was working on my renaissance dress ((due Sat)) which frustrated the hell out of me...and then I wasted some time, and now I'm here blogging about a bunch of bull. :\ TOMORROW!!! is BIG BAND at the MEETING PLACE 7-9...if you are doing nothing but watching TV, please come!! :) [[you can always tape the football game, or just watch the highlights :)]]

MONDAY

2006-09-08T12:05:00.000-06:00

MONDAY!! For those of you not busy, the meeting place (12th & Howard) is having an AMAZING big band...this will be their "opening night!" 7-9
It's probably pointless writing this, I think maybe one person who doesn't read this blog will actually be there, oh well...It's worth a try. :\

The Drafted Post...

2006-09-07T12:42:00.000-06:00

I was thinking about making a new layout for my blog. (No, I didn't make this one) I don't know, I'm kind of sick of those flowers. They should be dried up and dead by now. haha I have a couple really good ideas, and I'm going to keep a few of the features of this layout, the faded parts where the text is...Well, I guess you'll just have to keep coming back to find out. :) Oh and yes, I finally got my laptopl fixed. I hate macs. Bill Gates should murder the creator and become a wonderful user-friendly monoply that would eventually turn into a dictatorship because everyone use computers and he could program it to mess with our heads and worship him and do what he says. ahh That's probably why monopolies are illegal, eh?

I wrote a poem-sih thing...I'm not going to post it, though. I would, but nah I'll post it on the secret blog. I don't want to post it for several reasons, but one main one is that I don't make my work "public"...viewable by others unless it's one I'd really like to share...which that doesn't happen unless I really want to, and it's just itching at me. I have notebooks and notebooks full of these "poems" not the same theme as this one, but I'm in love with so many of them, but it's kind of like they are my clothes. If you see where I am going with this...so, generally no one will read much of my stuff unless (a) they are super special or (b) I die.

Anyway, so I went to the mall where this kid said the tapers (I think that's what they are called...kind of like gauges only different) are and I found them, and asked the guy how much they were, the kid told me $15 a piece and that's why he only bought one...BUT this creepy foreign guy said, "for you 2/$15" There wasn't much I could do to stop the huge smile from appearing on my face. haha At least I kept myself from giggling. My god those little shops in the middle of the mall isles are filled with those types of people it's hilarious!! Well, I told him I'd be back on Saturday...hehehe

I'm so glad it's Friday. This week was so damn long to me!! grr Have you ever done something without noticing, and then when you do notice you're kind of like "what the hell?" Just had one of those moments....I have too much on my mind to be blogging, sorry. See you all tonight, though and hopefully work won't be too terribly much...

Take this poll...

2006-09-04T10:50:00.000-06:00

I'm just taking opinions, doesn't mean I'll actually do what you think I should...((you can vote more than once))

What career should I choose
What career should I choose?

C.S.I
Hancock Fabrics Employee
Lawyer
Business Owner
Job Hopper
Fashion Designer
Living on the streets with no money and no worries, except murder
Other ((leave a comment specifying your thought))

What they think

Another :)

2006-09-03T16:16:00.000-06:00

((I'm putting up Jitterbug pics later tonight from today, jazz on green, etc..))
I had a great Sunday for the most part. I wish I could've gone to Septemberfest! It looked so cool and there were rides there that I've only seen in Roller Coaster Tycoon! haha Yes, I am theme park deprived. I've only been to Adventureland and that was soo long ago. I have never been on a roller coaster, either. Only those portable thrill rides at the Taste Of Omaha...((Oct 15 I'm going to WOF by myself, though!)) Anyway, I'm hoping to go to Sept. fest tomorrow with Sarah...I think it is a good thing I didn't go, I probably would've thrown up because I just ate a lot of pizza. I don't get nausea easily, but I'm sure if I had just eaten, something would've happened. The Zio's guy filled my purse with mints! :) Everytime we've been there (for the past couple weeks) they haven't had mints, so he gave us a good 4 handfuls.

What else...oh, a fairly good old friend contacted me recently. He was seriously going to go to Linday in the Dark with me last year, but had a good excuse not to. He's weird, well...not really. Just freaking tall and we have the same interest in creepy things...haha Speaking of which, oh nevermind maybe I shouldn't post it...maybe I will. Well, I'll think about it, but I made some yummy brownies with icing on them and put a 'lovely' little note on them warning people not to eat them. :) I do that a lot with 'my' food..each note a little different. Yeah, I will post a picture of it, it's my blog if you don't like what I post stop reading it. It's that simple...
I took this quiz courtesy of BeckyL...to get the link go to her blog.

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		11
Quality Time:		9
Acts of Service:		5
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		0

Quick Note..

2006-09-02T01:32:00.000-06:00

Rocky Horror Picture Show was even better than last time...We did the Time Warp in the isles hehehe. And another surprise, Carol was there! The film broke and I was sitting there looking around; I said "Hmm...that looks a lot like Carol" and it was! haha Anyway, I'll be posting up the rest of the movies soon. I didn't dance at all tonight...well yesterday. So, hopefully Sunday will be better. :) I have to sleep...I have to work...more. bleh I'm surprised they haven't fired me yet...but maybe they'll actually let me take a break this time. grr I'm still sick...but eh it happens. See you all Sunday.

*BeckyL you have no idea how big this smile on my face is because of that picture on my myspace. Words can't express my gratitude. :D *

Update about Nothing

2006-08-31T10:31:00.000-06:00

Ugh, I am sick, it's official...I don't not like being sick. It is kind of fun because then I don't get nagged on to do the dishes :) hehehe Well, I have to work tomorrow 4-10 and Saturday 12-8...I think I will go to JNO. But I may not be dancing unless you guys don't mind dancing with a sick person :) I talk through my nose with a croaky voice, I have a runny nose and a cough. And I sneeze a lot more than normal...Thank God for pocket sized Kleenex! I'm almost out, though. :( I don't think I look quite like rudolph yet...Anyway, I'm still going to the movie on Friday night regardless of any level of sickness.

2006-08-30T10:44:00.000-06:00

It's the little things that make my day wonderful...Like someone acknowledging me and being happy to meet me. :) I wish there were more people like that...

Happy Birthday Blog!!!

2006-08-29T08:38:00.000-06:00

My blog is one year old :) Isn't he cute! haha I think I'm coming down with something. I've been having this cough all day today and my throat hurts a little. ((Don't forget about Friday night, Rocky Horror))

Me and Suzie had so Much Fun...

2006-08-27T22:59:00.000-06:00

[ Crocodile Rock-Elton John...it has my name in it and apparently I wear my dresses tight ;) ]
So, I'm happy to say I had a very wonderful weekend. :) Last year was fun, too, but not as much because I was still in my little box...but this year was a blast, even though I only went to the dances and stayed until 2:30ish. ((Welcome to the wonderful world of having a job, Suzie)) haha Anyway, I had a blast tonight as well! It's been about a year and a half since I last went into a pool. Now, I can swim [just want to get that straight] I just don't really like [open] water, but apparently tonight was an exception, eh? I'm just waiting to use the shower, now...My eyes are killing me, dan chlorine. I successfully danced with every instructor except one, and that must've been...I think his name is David? Anyway, it was fun and I expanded my horizions by dancing with them and people from other places. Sarah and I like how the out of towners are basically "psycho" and "very energetic." Next year, there will definently be a hotel room for me (and whomever else) and a full weekend pass. Ahh I can't wait, maybe I'll get to feel as much pain as everyone else is complaining about!! :)

I'm sad to say I did not go and see Fight Club (or my ticket taker lover) at the Dundee BUT next week is the flipping Rocky Horror Picture Show!!!!! I will be there, not sure what day yet...I have to work Friday night AND Saturday all day...We'll see, and I'll let you know. I'm hoping a lot of you guys will come along :( It's a lot of fun and very interactive, but if you don't like transexual/transvesti stuff, I reccommend you don't go because you won't enjoy the movie in all it's fullness. Oh well, so anyway Friday, Sept 1 after JNO [at crieghton], PLEASE go to the movie!!! (YES I am VERY desperate, what do you want me to do to get you people to go?!?)

I got a lot more fabric Friday when I got off work. :) I definently do NOT need anymore fabric AT ALL!!! ((Unless someone requests something of course)) But seriously, since I have no real sewing room/studio sort of thing, I use my bedroom. Which isn't small, but it isn't big by any means...It's just normal; however, I have a nice 2' x 2' table in the way of everything, and bags and bags and boxes and boxes of fabric, sewing notions, and other random things. grrr I washed a lot of fabric I never knew I had today and oh my god it took about 7 loads of laundry...exactly. AND, it gets better, that's no where near all of my fabric. ha! Oh, one fabric I got the other day is a dark/deep/blood/vermillion red. :) I plan on making a shirt out of it and printing out a picture/design, and ironing it on. It's kind of obvious what it's going to be. Who's the only person I want "on me?" hehehe If you don't know, I'm really sorry but you're just stupid...actually nevermind, it could be a couple different answers. My apologies. :( Actually, I'm not 100% sure if I'm going to have him [Buble] on the shirt...Maybe I'll make two shirts. Is there going to be another arts & crafts night in the future? (Anybody know?)

I'm doing this thing with my paycheck...I get 'x' amount of money, and I take 1/3 of it to savings, 1/3 to checking, and 1/3 to my pocket. Although obviously it didn't quite work this time...and I think I may put a little more into the savings, because I don't need that much on me. I can find wonderful free things to do. :) I hope by doing this, it will help me (a) manage my money, (b) have money saved up for special things/events/future, and (c) not waste it on non necessary things that will be gone in seconds.

What exactly does an 88lbs Bunny Look Like? update

2006-08-24T15:29:00.000-06:00

*update at bottom*
Here's your answer...I would love a bunny that big!!! :)
Also, here's a cool link my dad sent me (leave you mouse on the nose and watch...)

*update* 11:45pm
So, surprise surprise. I have to work tomorrow from 4-10ish and Saturday 12-7. (I knew about Sat though) Well, I know how entirely unhealthy it is for anyone (and especially me) but I'm resorting to an obscene amount of Mt. Dew tomorrow morning, afternoon, and night. I have not prioritized my time well this past week, and because of that I've been dumped with an overload of homework, quizzes, and sewing for this girl (online). It's all due tomorrow, too. I've decided to go to bed now, wake up at 4:45am, shower, sew, do Physics and Marketing while watching Saved by The Bell, managed to stay awake on absurd amounts of caffine, drink more caffine, go to work, drink even more caffine, go to JNO, and maybe drink some more caffine, and then head over to after hours for a little bit. Think it will work?? I doubt it, but we'll see. If I get fired, the only thing I blame is this damn computer the stupid school thought would "help the education" psh. Education my ass....on a happier note, Jazz on the Green was LOTS of fun. I have a lot of pictures, and soreness haha, but I'll post the pictures a long time from now. I don't need any extra things to fuss over. :| I also need to find some money for Carol's Closet tomorrow night, I guess before that I should find some money to go to JNO and afterhours tomorrow night first haha...I think I have a lot of coins that need to be cashed in, so no worries there. Bye....

I have...

2006-08-22T10:23:00.000-06:00

Agoraphobia. (fear of crowds) and I hyperventilate because of it. Fascinating isn't it?? I kept wondering why when I walk through the halls I can barely breathe and I can't take in breaths...Well, it's either agoraphobia or a "medical emergency." I'm hoping it's agoraphobia, because I don't want to go to a doctor and find out I'm really sick. :P So, I did a little test. Walked through the halls during a normal passing period (very hard to breathe), and then when the bell rang and very few people were around (sigh, I remember how to breathe!) Exciting post, huh?

I decided I may take a Shag class or two during Cowtown...

:)

2006-08-20T01:20:00.000-06:00

So, you probably assume that this will be quite the happy post simply because there is a smile in the title, well...it's not really happy. But at the same time it's not too terrible. So, I guess a straight face would've been more appropriate. Oh well...So, I know it's been a week since I last posted, well I hate to break it to you I don't think I really like blogging too much. I've been talking a lot this week because I haven't blogged. You see, when I blog about everything, I won't talk to people because I just assume they've already read my blog, so who wants to hear about it again?? I'm not saying I won't post anymore, Just once in awhile...Chances of me actually sticking with that statement are very very low,, though, so don't get upset. :)

This week...very hectic. Not stressful, I don't get stressed too easily. Just pissed off...really pissed off. So I guess you could say this week was very pissful? pissy? full of pissiness? I don't know, but I started school, hate it. That is kind of a surprise, too. Believe it or not I actually had a little liking for school...ummm well, 3 years ago. High school sucks (to put it bluntly.) Too much immaturity, bitches, and stupidity at highschool. I was never informed three months ago that I had a huge assignment due the first day of school for a couple classes, I was forced into taking spanish 4 by the counseler, whom by the way is completely rude, my sewing class is annoying and boring because we are sewing paper. Yeah. Paper. "Follow the lines little girls, and oh this is how you thread the machine and bobbin. And look! When you press on the foot it magically sews!!" grr!!! I guess I should've expected it, though. But you have to take the first course to get to higher up classes. :( I did learn why my current sewing machine is broken. Apparently you aren't supposed to turn the wheel away from you because it screws the gears up inside. Why wasn't I informed of this before? The instrustion book probably says it, too bad I'm impatient and didn't read them...I wonder where they are anyway? Instrustion books are important. I never knew that...That's probably the same way my serger "broke"...I didn't read how to thread it, so I thought I was hot shit and did it myself and then it wouldn't "serge". Maybe I'll learn my lesson one day. Anyway, back to the classes, I have to down grade to a lower Am. Lit. class, and drop spanish...On a brighter side, I finally understand how to do factors!! haha It only took me...5 years. :) Maybe this will mean I finally have a good math teacher?? I love my Psychology class and Marketing class....At the beginning of October DECA is going to WOF...I've never been on a roller coaster in my life, so I'm excited to go. And it'll be 10x more fun because I'll be on it alone!! :) (I'm not being sarcastic...you get more of a thrill when you go on scary rides alone because it's more risky and daring)

My job...it's okay. Today was my first day of actually working. I screwed up big time when I was writing down fleece prices after I cut people's fabric...I thought every fleece was $2 off, apparently not. Well, at least I'm not fired. But I did do plenty of straightening up. My favorite thing to do. :) And working there has an even better side! I found TONS of fabric I'd never seen before (like knit PRINTS) Oh I had fun once I got off work!! haha I will take pictures and post the awesome fabrics sometime. I pretty much blew what would've been today's paycheck. haha Why pay me?? I'll just be giving it right back. :)

I worked 7 hours today, and when I got off I went right over to the Lindy Bomb. Which was lots of fun, and I have pictures...ask if you want to see them or maybe I'll even post them. I finally ate dinner/lunch at 10:15 courtesy of Zio's, which by the way is my favorite place...(13th Howard). My dad and I go there at least once a week, so 3 of the workers know us and know what we want, so we barely wait for our food & drinks. :) They're so nice there, maybe I'll get them to come to JNO! :) haha Who knows...I thought I'd make out "waiter" feel useful, so I drank every glass of Cherry Coke that he brought...which was 4, 5 including the to-go one. Ugh, I'm feeling better now. But wow, that's a lot of pop. They want me to try the Oreo Cream Bar, I've always wanted to, so I think on Thursday I'm going to get that along with "the usual"...You know I've never tried that Crunchy Taco thing at Taco Bell yet. The one on 40ish and Dodge is open 24hours. Was it always?? I don't remember it being 24hrs. hmm...

I know, this is a long post. But you should've expected it. I swear I'm dislexic (sp). You have no idea how many times I've switched letters around in this post. (I caught them all...I hope) I do that ALL the time wih numbers, too. I just realized you cannot sew and have a sucker at the same time...it's too hard to concentrate. haha mmmm sour apple blow pops...Oh more exciting news!!! hahaha :) I have added another skirt to the "Underwear Showing" Collection. [I think there are 5 total] Yeah, I'm well aware there are a few skirts I have that my underwear is shown in, and to tell you the truth....I really do not care. I don't do it on purpose, but I don't like wearing shorts, and I like the skirt, so I wear it. I don't have any clean skirts, so I think this new addition to the collection will have to be worn tomorrow at Lindy...if I'm able to go. And if I'm able to go, there'll be some powdered donuts, mmm. Apparently I'm not supposed to eat the whole bag myself...I think my parents said it was bad for me?? hmm Who knows. :) Hope you enjoyed reading this ridiculous post of crap. I'm going to go continue my sewing and sucker sucking. Email me if you are up, it's fun to talk to people.

blah...

2006-08-13T07:39:00.000-06:00

I don't know why I am up so early. I kept waking up at 6a, 7a, 8a, and now I'm up. :( I had a really great weekend, the party was loads of fun. :) I have a lot of "work" to do, too. [sewing] I've been getting quite a few requests for stuff. One request is for a men's shirt!!! ((gasp)) haha We'll see how that goes. I need a new sewing machine, too...I've trashed the one I have; too many smashes against the wall...it happens. :)

I finished the Mary Higgins Clark book I was reading a day or two ago. As always, a great book...unfortunately I have no more of her books to read, so I'm going to the Antiquarium after Lindy in the Park. In the mean time I attempted to start reading Hamlet last night. Wow, big no no at night and after a party...I think my stomach is telling me it's hungry. So, I'm going to go eat and try and waste the next 3 hours the best I can.

School starts tomorrow, well not really...tomorrow and Tuesday are "intro days" starting at 1pm. Oh and the people who were at Lindy were my uncle and his son (my cousin) from Arizona. They are in this week...only once every year do they come up. :(

{{i listed ALL the midnight movies even for the ones i'm not interested in, so someone else can see and be interested}}

Interview [[updated]]

2006-08-10T21:14:00.000-06:00

Yep, I have an interview at Hancock [84th] at 5:00! :) I know it doesn't necessarily mean I get the job, but I'm hopeful...

[[NEW]]
Hell yeah bitches!! I got the job at Hancock. :) Tuesday I go in for training for a little bit...and then I'm not sure when exactly I start. But whatever...oh and whomever called my phone while I was in the interview, that was very rude. I'm not sure if it was anyone who reads this, though. Well, that's all...See people tomorrow.

[[*]]

2006-08-10T00:28:00.000-06:00

So, I re-took the quiz (45 questions) and got Raiders of The Lost Ark...apparently I live for adventure, fortune-hunting, and danger....I don't know about the fortune part. I do like looking for [and taking] lots of coins around the house, but I hardly think that counts. I just finished making a skirt for myself. It's pretty cool and different...it's a mini skirt, too, which is weird because I haven't worn minis in years. It doesn't ride up, so I can dance in it. I was going to put up a picture, but instead I'll just wear it Friday and post a picture before I leave. Oh, and I have someone coming on Friday [to JNO not the lindy bomb]. Not the same person I invited awhile back...I volunteer with this guy, and one of these colder days I'll be starting to play paintball with him and whomever else he plays with. I've always wanted to get huge welts and bruises from paintballs. That's not sarcastic...Well, I don't know why I'm posting...Don't forget to go to Jazz on The Green...lots of people only go when the Jitterbugs have some event. Oh well, it makes the normal Jazz on The Green days "intimate"...I've been going to bed around 5:30am these past couple weeks, so I think to save my health I should try and get to sleep a little earlier...chances of that happening are slim, though...

Quiz...

2006-08-09T17:47:00.000-06:00

I got this from Becky's blog...I took the 9 question test, so I guess that explains the complete inaccuracy. It is cool, though, that I got The Godfather...Oh and there's an awesome online radio station everyone WILL love, I promise. If I'm wrong, well too bad. It's kablradio.com, it's been playing non stop on our computer for well over a week now. :)

Seven Brides for Seven Brothers is on tonight. 7pm TCM

**Midnight movie is Nightmare Before Christmas, please go!**

Last Week...

2006-08-06T23:30:00.000-06:00

Yep, it's the last week of sitting around and slacking all day...not sure how I feel about that, but after about the first two or three weeks of school, I should have a good organized way of maintaining school and fun stuff. I'm a responsible person, I'll always find some time to get what I need done. Although, I'll finally be back in my AP classes, after a year and ahalf away...I'm just a tiny bit worried about how that'll go...oh well...

I've finally gotten an opportunity to watch The Godfather part 2 un-cut and commercial free (courtesy of TCM). So far the movie is pretty much the same as watching it with commercials except the cuss words aren't censored, and I've seen this court scene so many times so I thought it'd be a great time for a break. I'm not 100% sure whether I like part 1 or 2 better...They are both excellent movies, but different in their own way. I think part two is a lot less violent than part 1...it's kind of a let down. haha I like the part when Kay tells Michael she didn't have a mis-carriage, and she aborted the baby. Then Michael doesn't let her near any of the kids. Lots of drama and tension...the end of the movie is sad though...

This weekend was a lot of fun. I don't feel like going into detail, it was just a lot of fun...too many strangers say they like my hair and take pictures of it...it's getting annoying. I think my hair is hair, everyone's is different and mine really isn't that fabulous. I suppose different people have different taste. I'm growing it out a little so I can chop it in some different way...

Ouch

2006-08-05T00:23:00.000-06:00

I was getting ready to go to the fabric store before Jitterbugs, and before I left I was wanting to finish a skirt for my sister. Well, I never finished...I was walking around looking for something, and ow. I stepped on a pin. Yeah, it went about 1/2 way in my toe and hurt like hell. I just wanted it out, but I couldn't get it myself...yeah well, thanks to my mom it's out. I'm just glad it was me and not my precious puppy. :( It hurt to walk on for awhile, but when I got to JNO and danced a couple times, it got better. :) It still hurts a little, but it's a ton better....

Hmm...I'm still contemplating whether to go to the lindy bomb tomorrow or the Venaculas concert. The concert is free and last year was a blast despite the fact there wasn't any moshing or surfing allowed...but then again dancing is a lot of fun...I don't know, I guess it wouldn't hurt to wait and pay for a concert...We'll see. I probably will end up being there, because I have to be down there that night anyway.

I saw a commercial for a Nacho Crunchy Taco at Taco Bell today and thought it looked pretty good. I haven't ate Taco Bell in sooo long because of the bad experiences with the food...but I'm kind of thinking I may just have to try it sometime.

I'm glad the air was back on at JNO, I didn't mind it that much. As long as I'm having fun, I don't care if I sweat...but the air is nice. :) You know, I wish there was someplace to swing dance every day...in places like Chicago and California there's somewhere to dance every night. But I guess we don't have a large enough crowd to have dancing every night...it'd still be fun, though. I'm going to Chicago in a month or so. I've never flown on a plane before...so if I do end up going to NY next summer, then I will not be so afraid to fly alone.

Tomorrow...well, today...is a Humphrey Bogart theme on Turner Classic. Click for the schedule. Unfortunately they aren't playing Casablanca...but To Have and Have Not is somewhat like it...but then again no, they don't match up...I think I'm going to go make another attempt at sewing that skirt. Maybe I'll wear shoes, so there's no chance of getting injured again.

bleeping bleep bleep

2006-08-02T01:21:00.000-06:00

I am so pissed off!!! Some damn little bitch on eBay continues to outbid me on the poofy petticoat I was really looking forward to winning!!! Unfortunately now it's way too high for me, so I just have to watch as the precious petticoat is won by someone else. Oh well...maybe I'll get lucky and find one very very similiar...On a positive note about eBay, I'm making quite the profit. :) Mostly on an old pair of shoes...apparently their a "hot item." Sure they are cute, but I didn't pay near as much as how much the bidding is at now for them. I'm not complaining, though....I think I post too much. I'm going to stop...

Oh exciting news! haha I found a laptop for only $300 and it comes with a free printer!! Can you even believe that? Wow...My dad and I are probably going to get it sometime this week. (It's at CompUSA is you're interested...)

I've been working on a dress for 3 hours now, and I don't really want to stop, but I figured I should attempt to get more sleep because I have a busy day tomorrow. (mostly babysitting my nephew...I'm kind of liking him a little more now) The dress I'm working on is going to be adorable!! I can't wait until I get it done...although it looks more like a fall/winter dress...I'll probably still wear it in the summer. I never wear "summer appropriate clothes. I think I'm in denial of the weather. haha But I never get too terribly hot outside(unless dancing) it's weird because other people who are wearing less clothes are hotter than me wearing more clothes...hmm. Of course I do get stared at because of that...I wore knee-highs, wool skirt, and long sleeve shirt and oh my did many stare...haha How did I get on this topic??

My stomache feels funny and I didn't even eat much freak foods, interesting...I have to wake up early tomorrow, and I want to read for at least an hour...I love thrift stores.

Hmm...

2006-08-01T01:03:00.000-06:00

Wow...it's August. In 14 days I will be in school 8-3...crazy, huh?? This summer kind of lasted forever...Maybe it's just me. I've been reading the book I got this weekend for the past hour...as much as I didn't want to put it down, I had to I'm getting tired and this headache I've had all day doesn't help. Anyway the book is called Loves Music, Loves to Dance...it seems like all of Mary Higgins Clarks's books relate to me in some way. Well, not all. I haven't read them all...but the ones I've read do. For example, in the book I'm reading now, the girl that was murdered's birthday is March 12...ring a bell?? One book has the main character's name "Suzanne"; some have the plot or character kind of match with me...Weird, huh??

I think this week might be a good week. It started off very well, why wouldn't the rest be the same? I found $11 at one of those self check-outs at Wal-Mart earlier. I feel a little bad for taking it, but then again I guess it's what people do...a year ago I left some bills at one of those things because I couldn't find where the cash came out, apparently someone took it...There's a petticoat on eBay I bidded on...It is so cool and poofy. I believe it's not too see through, so I can wear it as a skirt...a really interesting skirt.

I don't think I told many people...but I've decided that I want to be a CSI or a Criminal Psychologist. This isn't just some random 'hmm I think I'll be this today.' No, I've been thinking for a long time. I think it fits me, I mean I love watching those crime tv shows, unsolved mysteries, CSI, and when Criminal Minds used to be on I loved that. I wouldn't just give up fashion designing, though. I'd keep doing that on the side...It's not really official. I haven't looked into it and seen what you need to study for it, right now I just think it'd be an awesome and well suiting job. What do you think?

I always thought I did know what I wanted to do after highschool...but now I really don't think I know. I so badly want to go to Finland/Ireland/Sweden/Scotland...but I also really want and need to go to college...but I have no clue where I'm going to college now, because I'm not 100% for sure what I want to major in. Before it was easy, fashion design with a minor in marketing, but now I think I may want to go into the Forensics...and that's a completely different college! Grr I really need to decide...even if I do have lots of time, I like to have some idea of what I'm going to do...

((midnight movies are listed in the sidebar! i'll also post reminder when it gets closer)) [i thought i'd warn ahead so more people can plan on going to one or all]

What to do...

2006-07-31T01:06:00.000-06:00

Wednesday: Travato's 7p-?
Thursday: Jazz on the Green 7p-9p ((IT GOES INSIDE WHEN IT RAINS))
Friday: Midnight movie is Who Framed Roger Rabbit...not 100% sure if I'm going, let me know if you really want to, though [[next week (8/11) Nightmare Before Christmas!!!]]
Saturday: Anti-Illegal Immigration Protest on 36th & Dodge 10am :) & a free concert by Venaculas 7p @ Westroads

Interested in Menswear?? [[revised]]

2006-07-30T21:32:00.000-06:00

Today was okay. A lot better than the last two days. I bought 4 interesting books from the Antiquarium, one being my favorite author ever: Mary Higgins Clark. I highly recommend her books...well, I don't recommend it if you don't like murder, deception, twisted behavior, and mystery. :) Very interesting reads...I got a cactus, too. :D Hopefully it will last many years, I posted a picture of it because it's really pretty. I know cactuses don't need water, but for some reason I still think I should water it.
I think I'm going to make ties for men...or women...At lindy Dan was talking about having me make some ties...Shouldn't be too terribly hard. It's pretty much just two long strips of fabric sewed together. I'll update about how that goes. Oh, while on the topic I bought 2 different ranges of sizes for men's long & short sleeve dress shirt/dress pants/something else patterns lesterday. (yesterday night/last night) So if you are a guy and you want a dress shirt/pants, maybe you should let me know and we can figure something out.

So, my favorite person ever was in town today, Tony Lampert, and he actually remembered me...I was surprised and very happy I was remembered. All the way up until middle school he was the pastor at the church I used to go to, but then he left to Mississippi, and since then I haven't gone to church. haha I think he was the one who really made my day as good as it was. :)

Hmm...I have lots of fabric I bought awhile back, and don't have anything to do with it/forgot what I was going to do with it, so I'm going to post pictures up and if anyone sees fabric they like and would like me to make something out of it, let me know! [[I marked what each fabric was like with red arrows/text...if you can't see/read it and you want to let me know.]]

Nothing...

2006-07-29T01:53:00.000-06:00

No update, trust me you don't want it. I had a horrible horrible night immediately after JNO...I just want to post a quote I liked. "Ugliness is better than beauty. It lasts longer and in the end, gravity will get us all." [courtesy of Mr. Depp] Family Guy makes me happy...

I took that plaid tu-tu top I made awhile back off of Etsy, because I want it for myself. I'm going to size it for me and wear it tomorrow if I feel better enough to go to Lindy...

Here's to the mourning...

2006-07-25T22:39:00.000-06:00

So...I'm not planning on posting for the rest of the week [maybe I can get some much needed sewing done] Not too much new. There's a girl who wants me to make her an "awesome" homecoming dress by October...She hasn't yet told me what exactly "awesome" means, though...If it's something ridiculously complicated that only Valentino himself could make, then no way. I'm hoping it's something simple yet fun that I could do with lots of normal frustration and ease. :) It is quite the compliment, though, for someone to ask me [of all the people] to make a homecoming dress.

We'll see how that goes...I forgot to turn in my application to Hancock last week, so I'm doing that tomorrow. Right now eBay is my primary source of income and it's not reliable. Next week I should be getting my official valid license...no big deal to me. Until school starts, chances are everywhere I go is usually with my sister. Last night I bought some awesome fabric from Wal-Mart for amazingly cheap. Never have I even bothered to look at fabric there, but it's not bad. I won't be buying there again, though, because the selection is kind of unfortunate and they don't sell knits or satins.

Thursday: Jazz on the Green 7p-9p THEY MOVE IT INSIDE IF IT RAINS

There isn't a describable word...

2006-07-24T03:11:00.000-06:00

To explain how freaking awesome this weekend was. :) I believe that this has to be the absolute best weekend ever!!! The wedding was the start of it...I was always too little to participate in weddings and really had no interest, but now that I'm older and I know how to dance...wow it was sooo much fun! Although the water was incredibly disgusting...oh well dehydration is always fun, eh?? Corinn's party was awesome, I think she had a great birthday...A lot of people left to go somewhere else, but me and a few others stayed at Old Chicago and played pool, but then I was getting a little antsy. I mean seriously after my third Mt. Dew I got to be moving like crazy. So we walked to the slides in Gene Leahy and had the most fun you could ever possibly have for FREE!! :) Met a bunch of new friends, too...kind of. I had never been on those slides before, so I was a little leery, but after the first time I kept going and going, and had bigger guys push me so I'd get air and hurt myself!! hahaha It was awesome and soo hard to stop. I know I'll be feeling lots of pain in my entire body tomorrow...well later today. :) The sliding addiction lasted about 1 hour and a half...then we danced to no music...sang really loud...walked someplace and sang lots of random songs and talked until 2am. :) hehehe That was a lot of fun, because I probably would have just gone home at 10:30, because I can't get into most bars. :( Now that wouldn't be much fun, would it?? Well, I hope everybody had a wonderful and safe night...I'm contemplating having a party...

Ordinary's just not good enough today...

2006-07-22T00:57:00.000-06:00

So...fun week, and it's not over. :) Not much exciting things happened so far...it was just a fun week. I went to the 72nd and Dodge Target the other day. Not much different, I mean sure it's huge and a little different in certain ways, and their Starbuck's is actual visible...but other than that's it's just a Target. I don't understand why they put one there, 72nd & Dodge, and one on 72nd & Ames. Crazy if you ask me. Oh, while I was at Target I got quite the surprise...My phone vibrated and I answered thinking it was a family member, but no it was some guy speaking Spanish. I wanted to respond with...well, I won't say just in case I offend someone...Anyway... :) But, now that Target is out of Saddle Creek, I think Wal-Mart should move in there rather than take over the sacred land of the Ranch Bowl. There are already too many Wal-Marts out West, why not make some down in central Omaha??

Do a lot of people really care when someone wears the same thing as them?? A girl tonight wore the same skirt as me. I thought it was pretty awesome, and hilarious at the same time....But do people really get pissed off and go home and change, or rip the other person's clothes off? I don't understand that. Obviously if you buy something at a retail store someone, somewhere is going to have that same thing. I guess some people just don't understand it.

I just watched Michael's Feeling Good music video...very interesting. Kind of James Bond meets Charlie's Angels...It could've been different, but I'm not complaining. Everything he does is great, though. :) Michael Stipe is amazing and pretty as well...hmm do I sense a pattern??

Today's Natalie Dee comic makes me want to rethink roasting marshmellows again. haha It is pretty funny, though. I'm not going to post the picture because I don't really feel like it...sorry.

I don't know if anyone saw my "necklace" tonight, but I'm thinking about using one of the links as an earring. It's really wide...a lot wider than the earring hole I have now, but I can make it work, might be painful, but in the end it will look really awesome. :P

*if you comment as anonymous, don't unless you say who you are...that's all I ask, thank you*

What's it gonna be, me or the Ham & Swiss??

2006-07-19T17:18:00.000-06:00

Nothing real exciting...I figured out how to actually get things done that you need to/want to get done. :) Make a list the night before, but not just any list. A pretty list, that take you took a lot of time on. Because then, if you don't do all the stuff on the list, you feel like you wasted paper and your precious sleep time. It worked for me, I think it can work for you, too. Here's a picture of my pretty list of what to do. I'm not completely done with it yet. I just have the last bullet to do. :)Project Runway is on tonight. Exciting...Oh, I got my knives and fabric scissors sharpened today. haha When I went to Lincoln for that camp, they broke my scissors. The teachers and kids used them without asking and were like "Wow these scissors are so sharp!! I've never used such sharp scissors!!" Yeah, so I'm assumming one of the girls broke them, but it could've been a teacher, too...They wouldn't cut right when I came back, but now thanks to the scissor man I can cut through anything. :)

I've decided to take on the Swedish language as well. Apparently Finland speaks some Swedish, too, and if I knew Swedish I could go to Finland AND Sweden. Clever, huh? I haven't fully grasped the Finnish language yet, but I think I've got the pronunciation down...after what 3 weeks? haha

Tomorrow or Friday I'm turning in an application to Hancock Fabrics...hopefully I can get a job there. Just in case, on my way down to the Josyln tomorrow I probably should stop at Homer's and get an application just to be safe. I have to go get ready now...

Vote

2006-07-16T20:17:00.000-06:00

For hair color: (I'm not necessarily dying it any color you vote, just curious...)

Hot Pink (dark/deep pink)

Infa Red (deeper red)

Plum Passion ( Dark Purple)

2006-07-15T13:15:00.000-06:00

I just woke up to 2 things: a bug crawling on my face, and I found out I'm sick. :) What a marvelous way to start the day!! :|

Props to the Corleone Family!!!

2006-07-15T02:50:00.000-06:00

Well, I must say The Godfather was splendid. Especially on a huge screen. It was great because people couldn't say or do anything stupid to ruin the movie, and also it seems that everytime I watch the Godfather, I find something new. Besides the fact that I've only seen it on TV and it had a lot of extra scenes in the movie. Kevin what did you think of the movie?? I would absolutely love it if they would play part 2. :) Maybe someday. So I got a whole new list of midnight movies for the months ahead...and let's just say, we're all in for a treat :)

Other than the Godfather my night was pretty blah...ummm I'm bringing the munchies I promised I'd bring Friday to Lindy in the Park....I didn't think it'd be right if I brought them to celebrate Sarah's birthday without her there. So, I'm also wearing my pink dress Sunday, because I said I would.

I need to dye my hair again...apparently some people on the manic panic website leave it on for 2 hours...so maybe I'll try something like that...I don't think it looks that great, and I know there are places I missed, too. :(

Wow, I'm just really happy I got to see the GOdfather...I'm 100x happier now. Not that it's anything close to a happy movie, but I just like it...It has a lot of emotion and meaning and violence. haha Well, I think I'm done here...See you all at Lindy.

I SCREWED UP!! Next week's movie is Happy Gilmore. So, I may go...I'm not sure though. Adam Sandler's pretty cool. :)

It happens....

2006-07-12T22:31:00.000-06:00

JAZZ ON THE GREEN 7-9pm GO!!! :)

So I'm posting twice in one day. Call me a freak I could care less, because I just might be...I'll save the Project Runway thoughts at the end...So, I kind of had a day today. Not good, not bad. Just a day. Parts were horrible...Such as babysitting my nephew (1.75 yrs old). oo I hate him soo much most of the time. Here's what he did today: I was fairly excited about taking him to the park, because last time we had a blast! I got him ready and picked him up to take him to the stroller...no stroller. I said okay, well I can carry you...I'll sweat a lot more especially in a sweatshirt, but I can carry you. So, I grabbed my water, and the kid and went outside. Not more than 10 ft outside he starts sneezing all over me. I begin cursing profanties underneath the window where my brother works at home, my mom comes out and I'm yelling at her to take this f-ing kid!!!! take him!!! By the time she actually got him my yummy propel water was covered in his snot/sneeze stuff and I was in tears!!

*I'm very particular about germs...sneezes, people touching my food, people touching "community food" (grapes, olives, peanuts, chex mix) PLEASE use a utensil!!...Don't care too much about coughs, because I have a cough...I don't care about germy hands so much (otherwise I wouldn't be dancing) but I must wash my hands later on.*

Moving on...no one noticed my hair (outside my immediate family). Not my brother, sister-in-law, JT...nor a couple other people. [thank you becky for saying something at the class, it made happy] I thought it was obvious, it's sort of purplish red. Is that just a natural color people dye their hair? Does it look natural?? Now I'm tempted to dye it again and leave it on a lot longer and put more heat on it. Hopefully it will go full blast red. Then maybe people will notice it more...

I'm not sure what I think of the Bal-Swing class...so far I know all the stuff they taught me, partially from just dancing with people and partially from the Bal-Swing workshop Saturday...I'm still hopeful I'll learn a lot more. And if I don't I guess I spent the last of my money for practice. :) I don't get to dance Balboa/Bal-Swing very much, so practice is good...

Lastly, Project Runway was very interesting. I was blown away by the coffee filter dress, unfortunately it did not win. I don't see why. He was the one who used the most odd materials...But I suppose the piece was to reflect the personality of the designer more than be creative. I thought for sure Vincent was out of there, though...What a piece of crap he made. I guess they like "variety" on the show.

Auf Wiedersehen

2006-07-12T12:21:00.000-06:00

No, it's not Finnish, it's German. And Heidi Klum...oh not anymore...well anyway Heidi is German, and Heidi hosts a certain show and says that all the time. What could this mysterious show be? Project Runway? Yes! And it starts tonight at 10/9c. I love saying that....it starts at # # central time. :) Anyway it's on Bravo ((the second best channel))...

So...I think that's all. Just a quick event reminder in case you had nothing to do tonight.

If you're going to Bal-Swing, yay. I'll be there....hahaha...Thursday is Jazz on the Green, Friday is THE FREAKING GODFATHER!!!!

bored...

2006-07-10T18:27:00.000-06:00

I was bored and felt like posting...so I got an awesome rainbow belt in the mail today....it's cute. hmmm I'm making a dress/top right now. I'm really not sure what to put on it though. Maybe when I'm done with the outfit itself I'll post it up and ask for input.

For the next week and a half I have to wake up ridiculously early for driver's ed. I have to take it for cheaper insurance...but a week from this Friday I will be an official legal driver. yay And please don't make any stupid comments about "oh i better stay off the roads" I am a surprisingly very good driver. Well...except for my minor road rage...hehe. I'll have to fix that.

The Godfather is on Friday @ Dundee. $5 Please go. :) I don't remember who said they were going, if anyone did. Sorry. :( Sarah's birthday is Saturday. I might bring munchies Friday. :P

Well, I probably should go do something productive...like sew. :) Goodbye....I'm wearing my pink dress on Sunday at Lindy.

Jazz on The Green is Thursday. Please go. 7-9pm...it's free. :D

This is a slide show of my past works!! :)
This is a slide show of the handbags I've made. :)

illusion design website

2006-07-09T21:58:00.000-06:00

It's not much, but for now it's good enough. I've been working on it all day, and it's about the best I can do for free. :) So...yep...that's all.
http://www.geocities.com/illusionclothingdesign/home.html
((click the image))

Olen oppi suomalainen!

2006-07-08T02:34:00.000-06:00

If I wrote that correct it says "I am learning Finnish!" :) Yep, it's true I am. Although the book I rented from the library is missing it's audio, so I went on Amazon and bought a different book with a CD. So I won't be real great at this until I get that book. I was reading it a lot of the time at JNO tonight. I didn't really get it until I got to the pronunciation section. Why they do not put that at the beginning...who knows. Why am I learning Finnish? For three reasons, two I will tell you. [1] I want to go there on an extended vacation. [2] I want to do something...something difficult myself. I think that's what I am trying to say...It's not quite as hard as it looks, though. That's a good thing. Oh and I also want to learn a new language but NOT spanish. I despise mexicans with a passion, yeah I'm evil...I've already had 3 full years and not going into a 4th year of that bull. Why should I kiss the dirty sanchezes' asses, when are illegal and completely ignorant in all areas? Oh and they are creeps. (Not the good creep)

Okay...enough of that. So, apparently we did go somewhere after JNO...sorry Becky L. I lied. But it was Wal-Mart!! And just me and my sister....plus it's pretty far out here, i don't know if you would have wanted to join us. But I said, Hey let's go to Wal-Mart and buy something to eat for under $5!! I succeeded without knowing it. I bought 6 or 7 items for $4.72 , smooth. Very smooth. :) Wal-Mart at 1am is pretty fricking awesome. Besides workers in every isle to help you once they've noticed you've been in their isle for a good 20min just looking at all the fun ways to market food items, the music was really "raunchy" to Wal-Mart's day time standards ((hard rock)), and over the intercom someone called someone to Electronics in spanish. hahaha That was really weird.

So, tomorrow I'll be at the Bal-Swing workshop...hopefully I learn stuff and remember it. :)
How much does the Jazz & BLues Festival cost?? Anybody know?

Wednesday: Classes (Bal-Swing) yay
Thursday: Jazz on the Green 7-9p [[please come :(
Friday: THE GODFATHER (prt1) @ DUNDEE $5 :) :)

*becky m. for some reason my computer won't let me comment on/see your blog [i can read it through viewing the html page source haha]! :( i feel bad, but i thought i should let you know...it's just this computer, too. but i really really hope your puppy gets better very soon :( *

Another...

2006-07-07T15:13:00.000-06:00

New item!!

2006-07-06T23:28:00.000-06:00

((NOW AT ETSY))If it doesn't sell in a month, I'm keeping it for me!!! :) :) :) hehehe Even though I could definently use the extra money ((especially after discovering the wonderfully expensive, but very awesome, fabric at Joann's last night)) I think I'd rather have a super awesome creation of my own than money. :)

I'm working on a couple little handbags, too. One of them I'm using the little green bows, courtesy of Merinda. That handbag is going to be so fun...I'll probably be done with that...afternoon-ish tomorrow ((well, today now)).

I got an application for Hancock the other day, so hopefully I'll land a job there...but if I don't then my next option is Zio's...if still no job then I'll try my original place I was thinking about: Homer's. At least I know I sure wouldn't have a boring day at Homer's there's plenty of diversity coming in and out of there [saddle creek/downtown]. :) Yay diversity! haha

So, JNO tomorrow night? I really don't know if I will be there...maybe later on when it's free to get in...or maybe I will go, I think I do have a few dollars someplace...hmmm we'll see. I really do need to sew a ton, though. Apparently I'm selling my stuff at the state fair?!? I don't know it's all a blur.

Who could this be?!?

2006-07-06T23:13:00.000-06:00

hehehe...guess who??

Happy 4th!!

2006-07-04T23:12:00.000-06:00

Wow, what a 4th of July! :) Two words: "Missouri Fireworks" hehehe My dad's buddy bought a ton back in March, and we got a bunch from him...It was quite awesome to say the least. Well...another new thing this year was that we finally had our first real firework mishap. I could've been in the hospital...maybe even all of us! :( [if you don't know what an artillery shell is don't worry about reading] So, my dad unwrapped an artillery shell to put in the tube and as he was doing this he put the shell in with the ball facing down...in my head I thought 'I really don't think that's right', but I took it set on the concrete and lit it. Walking away, there was a very bright flash and I knew something wasn't right. Well, the shell blew tube up and exploded on the ground and also set fire to a small bush....all because it was put in upside down. I should've spoken up, huh?

We have a ton of leftovers...it seems when you have too many fireworks you get overwhelmed and you don't know what to shoot next, so you ponder about it over a few roasted marshmellows and then you get too tired to shoot anymore. :) haha Well, I'm kind of exhausted...yeah, words I never utter...but I am, so I think I'm going to go to sleep...or sew...I have a cute top that's coming along great. It's too big in the upper area for me, though, so I may attempt to sell it on etsy or wait until the next JNO Arts/Crafts night...I bought a few pattern making books on eBay and I thought they were pure crap until I actually looked through them last night. They are really really helpful!!! I'm really excited... If anybody wants me to make them a skirt [for a price] let me know ((via email with hip&waist measurements: suzie-slobo@excite.com))! I think $25 is what I'll charge...I don't know, I haven't quite got the concept of pricing things. :
See you all Friday...maybe. I might not go for certain reasons, but I don't know...we'll see. :)
Bye

My stuff's at Etsy

2006-07-03T15:29:00.000-06:00

My stuff is on etsy now...

Games Galore!! :D

2006-07-02T00:07:00.000-06:00

Well...this was sure a fun night. My sister and I just wrapped up a couple games of Memory, Sorry, and PayDay. God I love board games. :) hmm Chutes and Ladders is a lot of fun, too...I should play that soon. So, we were taking lots of pictures and little movies. But I'm just showing the pictures. The movies were hilarious, though. Especially the ones when we didn't know the camera was on.

I've decided I'm going to wear my pink dress tomorrow. Then walk around the Old Market and have people stare because one person looks different than them.

July 14th is The Godfather @ Dundee midnight movie. Please go and productively waste 3 hours or so of your life with me!! :) ((sarah's birthday is the 15th)) Pictures are below...

^That's the very old {it's the best} version of Sorry^

^These are my segregated cards for Memory ((once again the very old {it's the best} version)). Adorable ones to the left, ugly ones to the right :) ^^(left)Willie Nelson (right)Our mom^^It's Santa Claus....^

^....And Big Bird^

Yeah....

2006-07-01T00:05:00.000-06:00

So, I had a really fun night, despite the fact I was dripping with an embarrassing amount of sweat. I didn't go to the movie for many reasons, but the main one being: I didn't feel that great ((internally)). My heart/insides have been hurting a lot lately...I don't think it's anything serious...I'm assumming it is just because during the CWS I drank a good 4 Cokes a day...Let's hope it's because of that. :
Anyway...I've noticed that everything about me gets blown out of proportion/taken in the wrong context. It's really annoying, and I don't know if it's more my fault or other peoples'...((this doesn't apply to anyone reading this...I think I know basically who reads my blog...)) I don't know, maybe I should hibernate in a cave for a couple months and become really ugly and appauling. :) no, more like :( .

Eh...enough sappy stuff. July 14th, that's 2 fridays from now, is THE GODFATHER!!! :) :) SO, hopefully there will be air at JNO and people won't have to go home because they are disgusting. :) OMG I love the Godfather, I hope lots of people can go even though it'll be a good 3 hour movie. :\ Bye!! See everybody Sunday...

=Menswear=

2006-06-25T22:16:00.000-06:00

After much pestering from a few people, I will be making menswear in the near future. Mainly easy stuff like polos/shirts...maybe some dress shirts...probably pants. That would be a fun challenge. Will post pictures when things start getting made.

((If you wanted to know...So far there's a total of 4 people, not including myself, going to Napolean Dynamite Friday. 1 not being a Jitterbugger...))

Three More Days...

2006-06-21T23:48:00.000-06:00

Three more days until I'm done working...tomorrow/today (thursday), Saturday, and Monday!!! Then I'm done forever!!! Ugh never again will I make such a terrible mistake! :| Some of the other workers and fans are nice and talk to me and that makes the time go by...Of course there's always the creeps...Speaking of creeps! Today I stopped into Subway (13 Howard) and the same guy who asked if my hair was the natural color made my sandwich. He looked for the best tomatoes and put four on (usually I only get 2, 3 if I'm lucky), searched for the best cucumbers but apparently none in the bucket were good enough so he went into the back and got six cucumbers and put them on my sandwich and then the mayo/lettuce...and at the register he waved me off and said okay, goodbye. Your done! I was so confused...but basically I got a free sandwich. I do not like to be given things...It makes me feel like crap. Yeah...anyway....

I was thinking about wearing a really poofy/formal pink dress on Friday to JNO...Yes or No?? I'm going to wear it one of these Jitterbug nights if not this Friday...Oh maybe I won't wear it. I think I'm going to the Summer Arts Festival and a "party" at the 13th St Coffee Shop, so I don't think it would be appropriate to wear a poofy pink dress. Well...nevermind.

Hmm...so, is it normal to have nightmares about your job?? Or does that just apply for jobs that you hate with a deep passion? :) I don't think I told anyone about the Taste of Omaha, but the last day I worked it, I went straight from there to Lincoln for fashion camp, and that night I had nightmares that people were coming into my dorm and buying tickets from me but they wouldn't listen when I told them that it was over, and I fell asleep with their money in my hand and they would get mad at me...ahh!!! :( Just last night I kept waking up every hour because I thought "no I can sit down (sleep in this case) while I'm on duty!!" And I'd wake up thinking I fell asleep at work......AH!!! grr

I'm going to sleep now...I don't have to work till 4pm, so that's good I can sleep for awhile, but I need to go to the fabric store to get fabric for a couple people....Any requests post now or before 2pm!! :) Bye

2006-06-20T10:47:00.000-06:00

I had a dream I went to Big Brain Productions and got some tatoos and my ears gauged. :) Weird? I think not...

CWS Schedule

2006-06-18T16:12:00.000-06:00

So, in case anyone was wondering about when I work and what I'm doing....I'm going to post my schedule for you! :)

Monday(6/19): ticket taker
Tuesday(6/20): usher
Wednesday(6/21): usher
Thursday(6/22): (If there's a game) usher
Friday:(6/23) I'm off! yay
Saturday:(6/24) ticket taker
Sunday:(6/25) I'm off!
Monday(6/26): I work...not sure what though...

Puppy!!!

2006-06-16T15:26:00.000-06:00

I'm back and I am sooo glad. My roommate reeked and talked too much, the beds were horrible, pillows horrible too, rooms disfusting, didn't get taught anything, almost threw up my brains, and missed my puppy!! :( My dog turned the corner of the kitchen, walking normal, and abruptly stopped and looked at me and then was like "She's back!!!" and ran over and cried for a good 5min! :)

I did not learn anything new though...it sucks. Some girl taught me how to do pin tucks and about 3 or 4 girls had this designer guy from OK do their entire dresses. The thing I made was awesome. (click for more pics)
I loved it, but I sold it to someone awesome I met for $25. She also bought 2 other dresses (the bed sheet and fancy frilly ivory) and 1 skirt (the illusion print). Total of about $60...Another girl bought my retro green 70's dress I made. :) I made a quick $70!! But for some reason I have $80...Oh well the more the merrier. I only have one skirt ("jungle print") and one dress (black with stripes one) left "for sale." ( clothing wise) I finished a really cute corduroy brown with red roses print and ivory beading with a ribbon on it....$15 :) If you'd like it. The label isn't on it yet...but it will be. Here's a picture...(click for more pics)
So, anyway. I feel like I'm doing very well!! :) I don't know a lot of techniques yet. I think I'll maybe take lessons at a fabric store. Someone told me I should...and then next summer I'm going to New York, I just have to decided which one soon.

I have to go finish up the Beckies' purses for tonight. So, I better go get on that...I have no time to just rest and relax!! Ahh! Starting at 10:15am tomorrow I work at College World Series for about 12 hours a day for a week and 4 days?? I have a couple days off in there...I just didn't count them. Bye!!!

Computers?

2006-06-13T06:07:00.000-06:00

Apparently there are computers here...at this camp thing. I don't feel well right now...I don't like all the extra curricular activities they have. I just want to learn more about fashion and sewing!! :( oo breakfast is finally here. Bye

uh-oh

2006-06-10T11:09:00.000-06:00

Hmm...I think I should stay at parties longer, usually we do...but we didn't quite know how to get home and so we needed to leave somewhat early. {{But, Becky your party was tons of fun!! Thanks for inviting us! :) }} We made a quick pit stop at Crackel Barrell because it was on the way, and wow since I had a lot of Mt. Dew and it was "late" I got a little coo-coo and the manager there asked if I was okay...I think he thought I was dying or choking...yeah. hehehe I know Mt. Dew's not good for me, but it taste good and makes me hyper. :)

So, I'm waiting for my laundry to get done...still. I have to pack tonight or tomorrow morning because at 6pm I leave to go to the fashion camp....and I have to work 10-430. Geez I'm a busy girl! I should be at JNO this coming Friday...but it all depends because Saturday I work at 10am at CWS...yeah.

So, Becky(Bex) I forgot to bring the purse you'd asked for tonight!! So sorry. I had just gotten off work and basically came straight from there. :( Sorry...I'll be sure to have it with me at other Jitterbug events just in case I see you. I feel horrible, let me know if you still want it too!! :(

Merinda and Becky (other becky) your purses will be done...June 18th. I'll have them at Lindy in the Park. :)

I suppose that's all...nothing too fascinating at the moment...bye...

ouch

2006-06-07T21:41:00.000-06:00

My back is hurting me...a lot...posture? Maybe...grr

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