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...a failed attempt to translate thoughts and feelings into words...

Thursday, September 1

feeling...blah

I was feeling great earlier, but now I'm not...I wish I had people to talk to...I can't do anything withall my old friends...I can onnly talk with one and she aint the best...I guess this would be a good way to talk but I don't know...so much has happened to me in the last year and a hlaf...psh anyway so a nerd told me "What can brown do for you?...Nothing when it's in your pants" I laughed sooo hard at that...well tomorrows friday thats one thing for me to look forward to...I have to answer phones in my school tomorrow that'll be fun I've always wanted to answer phones and then re-direct their calls! yay Soo...I only got 3 hours of sleep...but I'm not tired, and I prolly wont sleep tonight. It's so hard to sleep. Did you know underneath my girly poofy dress ribbons n curls exterior...I'm rough n tough. oo that sounds weird...but yeah what I mean is I love to do guy things! tackle football, going in the moosh pits at concerts, getting hurt, and dirty and a lot of otherstuff. Yep. ANd i don't care if I get sweaty as long as I'm having fun :) I still feel crappy...*sigh* whatever will i do...I hope I have fun tomorrow night...oh if anyone sees a $1,000-$2,000ish car that's somewhat nice, tell me! :) bye ((limp hugs))

"She says love is for fools
That fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know..."
-Fuel "Shimmer"-

"...Show me how defenseless you really are..."
-Breaking Benjamin "So Cold"-

"Are you tired?
Cause I will carry you on a broken back
And blown out knees..."
-ATREYU "Lip Gloss in Black"-

5 Comments:

Blogger Schmendrick said...

Hey Suzie! The dance was pretty fun last night, ya?

I'm sorry you were feeling down yesterday. Why don't you feel like you can talk to your friends anymore?

9/03/2005 9:35 AM  
Blogger SuzieQ said...

dont know who you are but w/e...i cant see/talk to any of my old friends from my old school so i pretty much have no good friends...II do have a bunch of friend friends and friends...but no good friends...do you understand what im saying? By the way whats your name?

9/05/2005 7:21 PM  
Blogger Schmendrick said...

Oh, sorry; this is Kevin.

Yeah, I do know what you're saying; there's different "depths" of friends (some are silver, others gold). Why can't you see friends from your old school?

9/07/2005 10:41 AM  
Blogger SuzieQ said...

bad people they got me in trouble and i stood up for them instead of me

9/08/2005 6:46 PM  
Blogger Schmendrick said...

That's too bad. Nonetheless, I'd love to hear the story sometime. :)

9/08/2005 10:15 PM  

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