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Spring Break is apparently over....yet, my body doesn't know that and apparently staying up till 5 or 6am every night during spring break wasn't a great thing...because now I can't sleep. But oh well...So, now time to update until I get tired. :P

Let's see....well, here's something new and really exciting. I'm starting to play guitar. My friend has taught me a little bit a few weeks ago, and then this weekend I was taught a lot more and they left the guitar here for me!! Ahhh I've been having so much fun with it :) I can play part of 'blister in the sun' violent femmes, most of 'otherside' rchp, 'fair' remy zero, and im working on 'glycerine' bush and 'adams song' blink 182 :) ahhh This is so exciting. and it really is helping me get through shit in a positive healthy way....for the most part. hah

I'm also going to get a car. $150. That's it. It works fine, too. Well....I think the transmission is not great, but I'm going to work on it. And oh man, I'm so excited. My parents are pissed as hell hahaha But I'm so excited. :) It's a dodge neon, yeah a shit car...but I don't care about that...it's a fucking car...it'll get me to my destinations...so what's the problem?

Well, I'm pretty okay with life nowadays...I've got those times still where I just want to go fucking insane and bash the hell out of everything just to feel better...or do something...but I think I'm getting better. Ahhh nevermind....I just deleted all the rest. I'm being more careful about what I say nowadays. People seem to like to make shit up a lot, or make assumptions....which is the same thing.

What else?? I started packing....hahaha. Not necessarily to move, because that's a whole year away....but I'm scaring my parents and for some reason my room is like one big dust trap, so things get dusty so easily and it's just pissing me off. So I''m just packing it all away...but it'll make for easy moving next year! :) So that is goood. And if you are thinking 'what you are moving??' well, I'm moving out. [billy joel haha] Nah but seriously, I am. I got the apartment all set. :)

Well, I think I'm actually tired now....so goodnight....four hours of sleep...not bad.